hellos.erms..mth much to blog about.changed a new skin..not bad la hors.hais..very sians nowadays..maybe its bescuz of the lit test on mons..hmms.still very sad to see weichoong out lars..sobs.kkaes.shall stop here..the repeat for jui dui S U P E R S T A R goin to start liaos..whahaa..bye bye!=)
fat panda and rascal
Friday, July 29, 2005 3:28 PM
wahahhaa..its finally friday!haa..the hmt test not very hard or very easy lars..average lors.but i tink wont score tad well ba.hmms.den today at hmt lessin we had a lame play lars.tad lai bao zhu wan us to form groups and act out a play of sth lik an old woman hu did not recieve love frm her children..yawns.hahaa..budden i volunteered to be the old lady and write out the script..wahaha..cuz frm cldds one ma..hais..shumin..yang qian..jinfei..shen min..zhuo en act as my children..hahaa....born so many..esp zhuo en dis kind one..lols.no lars.jkjk..lulu is narrator..den today we act until so lame de..i suppose to die in the hospital budden keep smiling..and den tad stupid junfei go say zao si zao hao(die earlier the better)..den tad zhuo en go cut off wad i was saying and interrupt rudely..hmphs.treat an old lady liddat..lols.damn lame lars the whole thingy..hahaa.. sobs.weicong is out of the compeition for jui dui superstar..waaaaaaaah..i dun wan lehs..arrghh.jason got in?!?!?!waddahell lars.weicong sing better dan him..but no offense to jason fans arh.weicong hav the look aso lars..jason look lik a mouse lors.mickey mouse look better dan him lors.wadever las.really glum today cuz of the results show last night..cant believ he out lehs..boohoos..budden kelly got in..hurrays!jun yang aso got in..i tink jun yang quite ok lars..his voive really sound lik JJ's..but he lik abit stoned-faced liddat..hais..still so sad weicong is out..i voted for him lehs..shld hav vote mor..argh..regrets.weicong rawks!wahaha.. yups.bot two posters frm the upper sec students hu were sellin animal posters..animal cards..animal magnets..animal soft toys..blah blah of SPCA 'be kind to animals ' thingy..den i bot two posters for 2 dollars.one for myself the other one for huiyun..whahaaa.budden huiyun later feel guilty den giv me 1 dollars for the poster..hais..den ian bot for me the doggy(rascal) soft toy which is 5 dollars..hahaa..so nice.thanks lars...hahaa. now i hav fat panda and rascal liaos..muahaha.. hav tuition later..sians.tad chester and joel wan me to buy fat pandas for dem at my tuition centre der...dey each wan two fat pandas..one for dem the other one for their crush lars..den i keep pesterin chester to tell me hu he givin the other one to..he dun wan to say..threaten him liaos aso die die dont say...haha..den joel no need to say sure is xinyi one lars..lols.he crazy one lors..everything aso xinyi..den he so lame lars..purposely borrowed her textbook..den turn arnd and show me..wa lao ehs.hav her textbook only he happy until liddat..wahaha..i lik very mean lehs.hehee.. SPCA- they hav a life. be responsible. a pet is a lifetime commitment.
realised sth real nice
Thursday, July 28, 2005 6:29 PM
hurrays.one mor test to go for dis week.hmt test..yups.haven study yet lehs..wahaha..hmms.today the maths test okok lars..not say very hard la..budden i was doin the very last question wen maureen said left 2 mor minutes..cuz i spent alot of time on graphs ma..so my hand was lik shivering as i wrote lors..scared no time to complete mas..den i finish juz in time..boohoos.no time to check thru..argh..nvm lars..hope can at least pass the test lors..hehees..stayed bac to do CE project..yars.den fiona cuz wan to tak bus wif me so aso stay bac with me and amanda lors.den tad stupid jonathan dunno speak his jonathytis language which obviously no one understands..and keep messing up my hair.budden hors..i tink he and amanda quarrel tad time lik husband and wife lehs..LOLS.wahahaha..2moro sure get scolding frm amanda de...hahaas.budden amanda got crush liao..wahahahaa..awww.too bads jonathan..nvm..he still got eunice.lols.kkaes.im bein lame.STOP. okoks.shall tok bout PE today..played dis really funny game.i forgot the name of the game lars..buden is tak the stupid 'stick' tad is half broken to hit the ball.den its lik everyone was running after one small ball and carine was playin golf wif her 'stick'..hahahaa..she accidentally hit peiying's face becuz she foul by lifting the 'stick' too high..play too much golf liao la.hais..budden we all had alot of fun lars..cuz dis game very silly lors..haaa..btws.i still dun lik maureen.her clothes today was lik my great-grandmothers'..hahaha..its seriously old fashioned lars..wadever.dun care liaos.sians. wahahaha.BUT YOU BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY!x)
hist test
Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:55 PM
yups.history test today.the test so-so lors..but i tink i gort at least 5 marks deducted lehs..cuz of the sequencing thingy lars..argh.den i got this stupid headache..groans.aiyo..2moro still got maths test sia...sians lehs.actually me and amanda is stay bac in school to study ones..den fiona and huiting cum along..disaster.hahaa..we crapped alot mans..never really studied in the library.yaa..so dis means i hav to go study liaos..but after watchin yu le bai fen bai..wahahhaa..kkaes..good luck for 2moro's test ppl..adios!=)
slackk
8:36 AM
wahhaha..slacking nows at IT period..today got history test lehs...argh..hmms.ian is sick today..boohoos..budden can miss hist test..shuang sia..anywaes..GET WELL SOON...wahhaa..i tink alot of ppl slackin now..hais.but good me shall not slack any mor...muahahhaa..so byebyes!x)
sians.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 6:25 PM
reached home at about 5.30 liddat today..still left 30 mor minutes to catch yu le bai fen bai..yaaay!today gort xiao zhu!!!!wahahha..finally!hais.budden da S wif him host the programme today.not tad funny liaos.cuz nort xiao S ma..hmms.nvm lars..got xiao zhu can alr.haha.say until i lik so obsessed wif him lehs.anyways.shumin didnt cum to school today.cuz down wif fever..aww.muz takkare of yrself hors shumin..haa..joyce and cassy aso absent..aiyo..so many ppl sick nowadays.i down wif terrible flu.den ian fall sick today.fever sia..poor thing hor.hais..so me and joel...as welfare officers..brought him to the sick bay durin assemly.wahahaa..actually our real excuse is to skip assembly lors..mwhahaha..assembly so sians de..yups.so we went down to the sick bay and saw gerald and i-forgot-wads-her-name ..hais..pai seh...gerald had stomach ache..so we all were lik chit chatting wen dis freaking teacher whom i tink is mrs yam or wadever cum and kao bei.den chase me and joel away.wa laos.budden me and joel walked one big round and after watching tad teacher go up to the hall for assembly..sneaked back into the sick bay to accompany ian..wahahaha.budden after awhile miss tan hui pin cums arnd and guess wad?ya..got chased out again..but now is me and joel and the other gurl hu was accompanying gerald..sians lors..we cannot make one big round again lars.cuz i bet we will be chased out again in arnd 5 minutes time.hais..tad time shumin sick aso liddat...i brought her to the sick bay den dis skinny teacher who wear socks with sandels cum and use tad disgusting freaky voice to chase us out.wa laos.ppl fever need alot of rest she cum here and raise her ugly voice.so shumin aso cam out wif us althou she's supposed to be resting..becuz of tad dumb teacher lars.nth better to do cum and disturb.hais.speaking about teachers.i seriously cannot stand maureen mans.'you are such a scatterbrain sometimes felicia..' ARGH.wads her prob.haha.SCATTERBRAIN.another word she used to make herself more humorous.haha.very funny.she sucks lors.hmms.these few days alot of rumors spreading arnd in class..whahaha..but i heard one totally lame statement today.will not say wad the statement is but dis statement is lik so long ago liaos den som childish ppl hav nth better to do so decided to tell it to another person who told me.lame lors.wan to spread dun spread such out dated things lars.no effect liao lors.tad person so shi bai.wadever.i dun care alr.x)kkaes.hav to go study for history test liaos.very nervous lehs.yikkes.good luck for the test 2moro ppl..sayonara!=)
tests
2:19 AM
gotta make dis post short.firstly..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUMIN!!!!!!!hahahaha...but so sad u got sick on yr bdae..fever sommor..hais..muz takkare of yrself wors..hais..rest well at home 2moro kkaes..hope u lik my present btw.=p happy bithday...! maureen picked on me again today.woohoos.sucky old woman with no sense of humor but only noe how to tok crap.screw her mans. shit.alot of tests cumin up this week.hav alot to study..yawns..my eyebags are gettin heavier..hais.gtg slp liaos.nites!
argh
Monday, July 25, 2005 2:37 AM
argh.veri long never update liaos.com spoil sia.sianx mans.wahahaa..someone's bdae cumin liaos..=).erms.shall blog bout maureen.she sucks man.BIG TIME.she scolded me unreasonable mans.wa lao ehs.thinking bout it makes me frustrated..argh..im too angry to elaborate further..but my impression of her totally changed.she's sick in the mind lors.frankly..i tink she has a very serious problem.old ppl are liddat..lols.i felt so accused that day..and i cant even say anything!wadd to do..she the TEACHER wad..argh.=( hmms.got the 2nd runner-up for the fashion fusion thingy.haha..not bad lars..got tidbits to eat..yummy!whahaha...tests cumin liaos..yikkes..hav to buck up mans.yawns.very sleepy nows.shall bid goodbyee..nites.zzzz..
bad feeling
Thursday, July 21, 2005 6:40 PM
racial harmony day.fashion fusion.shall thank som ppl first before continueing. 1.my mum-for staying late for days to sew piecies of my outfit together and doin my really nice hairdo...for thinking of everything..=) 2.group members-chester..chris..kia weng..wai hern..zhen wei..richmond..i noe der were som disputes along the way..but thx alot for the design and everything.hais. 3.fiona and huting-for helping me in puttin on make-up and huiting putting the pearls on my hair..and both for ignoring wad the teacher is saying at the hall bout wanting all supporters to scram and perservere to help me finish make-upping before escaping.haha.fiona for lending me the indian costume frm her cousin audrey toos...thanks! 4.carine and shumin and guiru and a few other ppl-for trying very hard to fix back my torn skirt..tried diff ways to put it back..sewing..stapling..scotch-taping..hair clipping..safety-pinning..hahaas.thx ppl...i was really in a fix tad time and was lik really worked up becuz of my torn skirt and felt much better knowing tad these frens helped me...=D 5.those ppl hu cheered real loud for me wen im onstage-wow..thx alot ppl.really really appreciate it mans!!!=)))) and lastly.... 6.those ppl hu vote for me!!!!-hahaha.no matter how many votes..juz glad tad i hav supporters!lols.no lars..but muz say thankyouverymuch for those ppl hu vote for me..hahas..thxthxthx.. erms.now i shall elaborate on today.wen to school later dan usual cuz my mum was spending quite alot of time on the morning to do tad hairstyle..wne tot school in a rush and got my indian costume frm fiona and changed into it..lessins as per normal..den at arnd 12..i wen to change into my fashion fusion costume which is really troublesome lars..and after changing i went to find fiona..and i was really flustered walking up and down the stairs..and tthe worst part now cums in..I STEPPED ON MY SKIRT.RIP!the furry thingy below tore.wa laos.i was lik.FREAKED OUT.why muz dis happen to me today!!!!!!!!!!!but i was quite surprised and extremely happy to have the help frm my frens lik shumin and carine...cuz im lik desperate and dey're really trying to put the thingy back while i was freaking out cuz im supposed to go to the hall soon wif all the models..and im late. and finally..after alot of handling..my skirt looks alomost abck to how it orginally is.THX ALOT CARINE AND SHUMIN AND THOSE PPL HU HELPED ME.thx so much.hahaa.and i was hurrying to the hall wif fiona and bein very very very careful not to step on my skirt again..met huiting at the hall and she and fiona started puttin make-up and hair for me.thx..=)appreciated it mans..u two rawks!den i wen to queue up wif the models..den went backstage..den students started filling in the hall..and i was starting to get nervous..den the teacher played a video for dem to see first..i seriously dunno wad the video is about..first reason is because im busy trying to arrange my outfit properly in order not to embarrassed myself later on.second reason is bacuz im so so so nervous i cant hear anything..haha..third reason:i didnt hav my specs wif me so i cant see anything.hais.so ya...so wen FINALLY the video is over..its time fot the fashion fusion parade.nervous nervous nervous....curtain opened..valeria walks out slowly as the music plays..slow and steady..den my turn.wahhaa..heard my frens screaming!!whahaha..thxx..but one LAME part.my skirt got stucked on these thingy(really dunno wads it called but its not suppoed to be open!!!!!!!!) on the floor.ARGH.seriously ARGH.and i had to half bend down backward to unlift my skirt off tad bloody thing and continue walking down the aisle..ahha..so suai lor i..hhaa..nvm lars..mayb it left an impression to the audience..arrgghhh. i tink i wont be able to get in lehs.got bad feeling..hmms.after school jeremy dey all actually wanna go kovan bowling de..budden lik so little ppl goin so i never go..but went to kovan wif fiona and huiting instead..wen to dis thai reastaurant tads lik collecting dust lors.haha..cuz no customers at all lors.except for the three of us lars.all the tables all empty de..haha..den we three share a dish..got chicken and rice de..one dish.we three share.full liao...budden the rice and the sauce not realy nice..i tink the chicken not bad lars..but next time wont go visit again..hahas.oh yars.i wore almost the same racial harmony day indian costume as leongy.ohgreat.=.= tads bout all ba..rushed home to catch yu le bai fen bai(haven watched it for so long!)..den i thot today is xiao zhu and xiao s..but its da s and xiao s instead..disappointed.hais..mayb xiao zhu's overcum wif grief cuz his dad died..sad.hope he cums back 2moro to the show..missed him..hias.oh.i sort of shouted at jeremy and amanda today..at recess time rites..me and amanda and jeremy and richmond were in class and haven go down to the canteen yet cuz we were the slowest la.hais..so i was down der taking my books to prepare for the lesson after recess..and richmond was sitting at his seat and i dunno wad he is doin..didnt take notice..but he has gastric pain..den tad jeremy started sayin mean things to richmong cuz he hidint lik richmond ma..so started saying things lik the gastric pain is fake one and other things lars..den amanda joined in and both of dem were targeting richmond lik hell mans.and richmond was lik giving dem tad look and never say anything..so i cannot stand it anymore liaaos so i shouted at dem about wad not bein sensitive or sth liddat la..i said wad richmond is sick den u all still liddat..wadever.i forget wad i said liao..i only noe i really very angry..cuz i tink rite..even if u hate a person so much rites...you shld not take advantage of him wen he's sick by saying sacarstic things about him.tads way mean lors.i despise these things alot.ppl in pain and you tink he's faking it.for wad?!?hu so bo liao..wa laos.but jeremy apologised.apology accepted llars..muz learn to forgive and forget..hahaas..so i stormed out of the class..forgetting to take my wallet wif me..so i had to borrow money frm hui yun to buy food.hahaas...yups. i tink tads bout all for today..hahaa..lik so many things happen liddat..dunno whether i got missed out anitin anots..haha..kks.takkares ppl..byebyeeeeee!!!!=)))))))
wahaha
Wednesday, July 20, 2005 6:34 PM
yozzies!haha..missed a little of science lessin today cuz me and amanda went to investigate 'the case of the missing wallet'.yeaps.haha.dis is a summery of wad happened: 1.amanda wen to the toilet in-between period before our science teacher lawrence tang cums. 2.amanda hanged her wallet on dunnoe-wads-tad-called hook or sth in the first cubicle. 3.amanda forgot to take her wallet and went back to klass. 4.wen she was about to enter the klass,she remembered.so she ran bac to the toilet to find it but to no avail. 5.her fren hu was aso in the toilet told her she saw two gurls frm 2T1 hu came to the toilet after amanda left. 6.so we went to find the gurls and dey told us tad dey hav handed the wallet to mr pang. 7.we ran down to find mr pang 8.mr pang said he didnt noe any of dis. 9.so me and amanda and mr pang walked up again to find the two gurls. 10.the two gurls den changed their statement sayin dey gav it to the general office person. 11.so me and amanda and the two gurls ran down to the general office to collect it. 12.but the man say he handed it to miss leong. 13.so juz me and amanda went to find miss leong at the staff room. 14.we found it. the end.thankyouverymuch*claps*.and the day is saved..thanks to me!wahahaha..lame.haha. hmms.our klass got the untidy klass award.*bows* and we had to stay back after skool to help clean up the class.and the higher chinese pupils dont need cuz dey hav higher chinese period.duh.but how concidentally,our teacher has to attend som meeting or sth and der is no lessin..and we still had to stay back to clean up the class.how concidental.hais.anywaes.most of the class didnt help to clean up the classroom mans.only wai hern and som other ppl was sweeping the floor or sth.i was doin hmk.oops.x) jonathan and joyce got into a quarrel.dont wan to eleborate further.juz wan to comment tad guys shld be gentlemenly and giv in to gurls.insulting the opposite sex esp the female is a big mistake.take a step back and we shall have peace.boys giv in.gurl happy.thou shall den be respected.=) wahahaa..next.i saw dis man in the bus today..he was not wearin any pants.at least i tink so.cuz i dont see any.its juz a very larger shirt tad has three holes for the head and the shoulders.the shirt long enough to cover tad part.but the length is only able to cover tad part onli.no more.and no pants?eww. 2moro our school celebrating racial harmony.after school mans.still hav lessins lors.sians.den aso got the fashion fusion thingy aso.(ppl vote for me!haha.)yups.mayb goin bowling?dunno. took height and weight at pe today.feel so zi bei.hais..im short la.haha.yikkes.wanna grow taller...but at least most of the boys are shorter dan me.muhahahahaa..no offense la.x) crappe wif fiona and huiting and jonathan after school.serious crap.=.= one last thing.xiao zhu's father die!waaaaaaaaaaaaah...so sad lors.sobs sobs.haha..say until he lik my fren liddat..hais..but really so sad lehs.budden he will still continue to host yu le bai fen bai 2moro..hmmms.=( kkaes.bye ppl.=)
fashion fusion
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 9:07 PM
wahahas.yups.today is the fashion fusion reharsal.and its like alot of costumes are so so damn nice lors!esp the gurl frm 2e1 called valarie..haha..hers veri unique and striking lehs..den got som lik jacqueline frm 2e6 the costume very loud and creative lars..haha..abd i was like sweating lik hell mans.so many layers of clothes and dey made us stand der fer so long de.hmphs.hais..i saw felicia frm 2e3 and she was lik super HOT lar..hahaha..i didint even regonised her mans.she's lik really dressed sexy sia.lols.very nice..den joyce and clarice's costume looked so nice on dem!den dey so tall lors.den i so short de..haha..den tad miss see still say sacarstically:''today felicia so tall hor.'' wa laos..hahaa..miss see very nice..but she very busy sia..run here run der..no time to tok to her..waha..and we reherse this whole thingy unitl lik..6 sth?missed yu le bai fen bai.again.sians lors.=( anywaes..quite nervous bout the catwalk lehs..haha..scared fall down..hais.very ma fan lehs.hav to walk one big half circle arnd the audience..so fun rites.=.= the circle of life thingy was abit boring ba..okok only..juz explain to those little kiddies bout the organisms in mangrove nad freshwater wetlands..yeaps.den som of the kiddies were quite rude and polluted in mind aka dirty minded lars..hahaa.pri school only lors.hais..den we the guides hav to act abit childish to pei he ta men..haha..wadever..som ppl no need to act..dey are naturally childish.waha.x) ooh lala..the latest rumor..muhahaha..jonathan hav new target liaos..haha..he so unfaithful to carine de..lols..jokins!erms.cooked mushroom soup during home econs today.ok la..the soup not tad bad..haha..but i dun tink im cut out fer cooking lehs.haha..dunno.so tads bout all.melissa was sick today and didnt cum cuz she was down wif fever..so....GET WELL SOON MEL!!=p
childish ppl nowadays
Monday, July 18, 2005 7:05 PM
blah blah blah.today no hmk.weets.but had to stay back for cldds..im performing at mid autumn festival..yaay.haha..hmms.i tink som ppl are real cowards.i mean..dey can actually accuse someone of backstabbing and tell this to a person when dey themselves dunno tad dey're backstabbing too..hais..and the thing is tad wad dey say all all make-believe aka lies.seriously..so dey actually get sastifaction frm all dis?haha..lame mans.everyday's goal is to find the enemy's weaknesses so tad dey can go run off and backstab again.wa laos.i find dis so sians lors.obviously som ppl make it a point in their daily life to do dis and feel sastifaction doin it.yikkes.ya i noe..hu never backstab before rites?most ppl..but its time to wake up.but som ppl dun bother to even try to wake up cuz dey just love wad dey're doin now...hais.these ppl are bein despise without bein known at all.frankly.this isnt call backstabbing.cuz i didnt insult anyone.except for those backstabbers.but dis isnt insulting.its call a wake-up call.WAKE UP.stop tinking tad you r so popular and all tad lars.gross mans.juz so very tired of hearing about such ppl frm my frens.y cant dey juz get on wif life and stop those useless backstabbing?my frens and i are really tired frm seeing and hearing such ppl.wahaha.hu cares.childish pp nowadays.sighs..PATHETIC.x)
huiting's birthday!
Saturday, July 16, 2005 11:52 PM
yups.wen to town todae to meet huiting..zhanghui..vivien to 'celebrate' huiting's birthday!wahaha.6a frens again!hais..i was late mans.damn late lors.hehee.i overslept..oops!hahas...let u all wait for me..muahaha.so duo pai..haha..sorry!anywaes.we walked arnd j8 fer awhile..hmms.vivien and zhanghui never really changed alot ba..but mor chio liaos..haha..den vivien bot huiting dis hat which was real nice sia.zhanghui bot a bikini set fer huitng!lols..so cute!hahaha..so we went to sing karaOK for $50.50..yikkes.cuz got food and drinks ma..hais..den we crapped alot lars...hahaa..den i sang alex toh the 'tuo diao'!!mwhahaha..den we all so 'high'!haha..zhanghui was lik bein so seductive and we were dancing lik crazy..hahaha..so fun!!!sang alot of songs..and the room so cold!hais..we lik monkeys liddat jump here jump der de...hahaha..esp the birthday gurl..mwhahahaha..siao liao lors.haha.den we aso sang dis really childish edition of 'happy birthday' song..hahahha..so funny..we keep laughing and laughing lars.sing off key liao lars.haha..oh yars!befor tad we went to tak neoneos!wahaha..veri nice..hmms.so we sang frm lik arnd 2 sth to 7 liddat..haha.but still got alot of songs haven sing yet lors..but cannot liaos..cuz onli until 7 den muz stop liao..den we lai zhe bu zou..hahaha..no lars..so we go home liaos.hais..todae was fun mans..hahas..enjoyed it alots!It was so great to see vivien todae!wahaha..zhanghui toos..u both rawk!haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING!!=))))
pissed off
Friday, July 15, 2005 9:46 PM
i WAS really pissed off todae.by zhen wei.ya..i noe he's the veri straightforward tad kind of person.but his straightforwardness sucks.he doesnt consider ppl's feelings mans.i slept damn late ytd to take photos of the fashion fusion costume thingy.and cuz i dun hav digital cam so i used my webcam.den its blur blur one..so i spent time to make it less blur and compile all photos into microsoft word to chris hu offered to stay up late too to help me.we both were the last person online.and after all tad hard work we both did,tad insensitive idiotic zhen wei cums and kao bei.i really cannot stand him anymore.argh.i beared wif him for lik very long liaos.VERY LONG.guess i reached my limits and shouted at him.its a sooner or later thing.hmphs.and i was aso angry at chester.but not as much as zhen wei.chester was laughing at our photos which me and chris spent time in.he was laughing and laughing.not even considering our feelings.i was really veri hurt at that point of time.dey not only dun appreciate.but mocked our photos too.wa laos.den i was sort of in tears wen miss see cum tok to us bout the project.even tho we didnt tell her anything bout our problems.she actually knew.and she went to comfort me and made me realised allot of things.at tad point of time.i really wish time could go back to the period wer miss see was still our form teacher.she really RAWKS!much much better dan pei sze.so much better....oh yars.wan to thankamanda and jonathanfor making the effort to cheer me up.haha.THANK YOUS!haha..althou jonathan tok alot of useless crap lik wad chris is the dog...richmond and zhen wei and chester and kia weng are the fleas on the dog..and the fleas fly to the cat which is me.a unique way of comforting me..hahas.thx again.i was touched.yups.oswell toos!thx for trying.haha..oh.jeremy and huyunand shuminwas concerned aso.thx..really appreciate all dis.erms.zhen wei said sorry alr.he said 'sorry' so fast and quickly walked away.lik its disgracing for a boy to say sorry to a girl.lik he had to keep his pride liddat.argh.nvm.at least he apologised.but im still quite pissed off cuz som words cannot be taken back once its out..hais..chester apologized too.im not angry at him anymor.i mean how long can u stay angry at a person?somemor tad person sits juz next to me on class lors.its unhealthy to stay angry for long.qoute frm mrs wong 'forgive and forget' hais.i tink for me..its easy to forgive but hard to forget.hmms.i apologise too.i dunno wad for.but i just tink der's this need.after all the things tad happened todae.. one happy thing! its HUITING'S BIRTHDAY!WOOHOOS!GETTIN OLDER AND OLDER LIAOS.MWAHAHAHA.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!hahahhaa..weets!=D kkaes.ooh yars.jasonhelped make dis really nice image which has my name on it!hahaha...so happy!nice mans!wahaha.. kkaes.gtg liaos.gort tuition,yikkes.byee ppl and takkares!=)
Thursday, July 14, 2005 4:46 PM
woopie!slacking now at the school's com lab 1.wahaha.supposed to do history on hitler.hitler so shuai!shuai ge sia!hahahahah.den tad tanaseela m.k cum to check on us ma.oops!i was listening to my zen so i had to hurry up keep it lors.haha.den we tell him we doin project on adolf hitler.he asked alot of stupid and lame ques.den the mist funny thing was wen he was about to go out rites.he started exclaming:hitler!hitler!hitler!' over and over again.den i thot he sayin wad ' mr la!mr la! lr la!' lols.i was tinking where the hell is der a teacher in our school called mr la?lols.lame lars.he siao one lors.act lik hitler is his fren liddat.call his name so many times to nobody lehs.he shouting 'hitler' to himself.lols.hitler died so long ago.tana act lik he juz in front of him liddat.hahahaha.siao mans.we were controlling our laughter lik hell lors.haha.todae i look at boony's father(mr ong hong xiong aka ongzai) wanna puke lors.he looked so digusting mans.hahahaha.pathetic creature sia.never eat enough.as skinny as boony.wahaha.jkjk..he was lik'u all are HELL noisy!you all are MOBS!even yr juniors are much better behaved dan you!' somtin liddat lars.hahha.crazy skinny minkey.tok so much crap outside the lab todae.hais.kkaes.jeremy just laughed to himself.he's a retard.hahahah.ok.nth more.hav to go work on hitler the project liao.hitler so shuai!mwhahaha.its 5.30.goin to miss yu le bai fen bai liaos.dammit la.kkaes.gtg.byebyee!(jeremy just talked to himself again.he said 'wa lao eh')siao.=.=
maths quiz
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 7:36 PM
urgh.maths quiz and new south wales maths todae.sianz.maths quiz i lik gort alot of mistakes lehs.wahaaa.die liao.den if i fail need to stay bac for remedial wif miss leong.wa laos.siao bo.haha.say untul she lik som monster liddat.hehees.new south wales ok lars.juz tad i dun hav enough time to double check my answers or to do finish all the ques.as always.hais.todae LOO announced to the whole school bout the two kind and helpful boys in zhonghua who helped an old lady to cross the bridge or somtin liddar lar.how kind!how helpful!everyone pls clap hands for our two heros-ian and clement frm 2e2!!!.=.= ok lame.haha.ya so dey were so helpful to make the extra effort to help the old lady.hais.dis time no mor sacarstism.haha.hmms.home econs todae was boring. lehs.cannot cook de.only let us smell all those 'mysterious' food.haha.den i made chester believ tad mrs ong was pregnant!LOLS.me and huiyun and peiying chuan tong hao.hahaha.see his wa lao-so-old-alr-aso-can-preganant look damn funny mans!hahahaha..lame sia.but at the end he got the truth.haha.not fun le.haha.oh ya.i wan to go to the thailand exchange programme!but LOO says only 8 to 10 ppl will be goin and some will be shortlisted.wa laos.den so many ppl wan to go.later alot sure get shortlisted ones.argh.hope i can go bahs.haha.but if none of my classmates are in i wont go de.haha.kkaes.nth to day liaos.
here are the lao shu ai da mi(old mouse love big rice) the lyrics which i made up myself.hees. i love you(wo ai ni) loving you(ai zhe ni) juz lik old mouse love big rice!(jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi) no matter wind or rain,(bu guang you dou shao feng yu) i will always be by yr side...(wo dou hui yi ran pei zhe ni) i miss you(wo xiang ni) missing you(xiang zhe ni) no matter how hard it is(bu guang you duo mo de ku) as long as ure happy,(zhi yao neng ran ni kai xin) im willing to do anything(wo she mei dou yuan yi) loving you always.(zhe yang ai ni)
old mouse love big rice
Monday, July 11, 2005 6:54 PM
hais.nth much to blog todae.as usual..leong wore a translucent shirt tad clearly shows her assets pretty well..i helped oswell do his article review for 3 dollars.ha.shuang sia.haha.den i had cldds after skool.and i really didnt feel lik goin lars.but fiona will kill me if i dun go rites..hahas.we crap the whole time.sang lao shu ai da mi(old mouse love big rice..and other S.H.E songs lars.cuz we sit der lik so borin mans.teacher yakking bout the play.so we were lik singin pretty obviously.but the teacher never say anitin.wahaha.mayb she plans to giv us each a singing role in the play..mwahaha.wadever.hais.nowadays keep thinnking of our 6agape 2003 memories..hahas.cant wait to meet dem again dis sat!woots.yaaay. i seriously dun understand wad is yr prob.giv me tad kind of im-bored-with-you-pls-go-away look.wadever.im not angry or anitin.im jus confused.
6Agape Rawks man!
Saturday, July 09, 2005 10:13 PM
woohoos! hahaha.i veri happy todae!cuz juz now went to kcpss(kuo chuan presbyterian secondary school) funfair and meet som of my old frens!haha.my dad drive me and huiting der.den pick up rachel on our way so tad we three can go together ma..we arranged to meet sophia and alicia at the entrance of the school..den wen we reach der rites..quite a few of dem wearin black lors..den lik onli me and ernest wear white shirt and jeans..haha..so much contrast.the carnival veri crowded lors..den its lik burning hot mans!we were sweating lik crazy lars..haha..budden see jac and ppl so elated!wahahaa..miss dem so much!too bad vivien never cum cuz she gort npcc..aww.so sad..so i tink ppl hu turned up were edwin..zheng xiang..ernest..chang zhong aka cockroach..hehee..erms..jonathan chung aka hippo aka my no1 fan!lols.gurls lik got..me..huiting..sophia..rachel.alicia..dawn..sonia..and jacqueline aka jac!hahaa..oh yars!hippo dunked mr wong!muahaha..shuang sia..den mr wong try to climb up but fall back again into the water..lols..damn lame mans..haha..so after walking arnd the funfair and playing som lame games wif our 10 dollar coupon..we went to our old school...kcpps(kuo chuan presbyterian primary school)!! haha..down der got many nice memories..includin the delicious food..yups..me and huiting and jac went up to 6agape the classroom..but cuz the door locked so we cannot go in..so we peered in frm the windows lors..wa laos..dey got computer alr lehs..on the teache'rs table..hais..budden the air-con disappear liaos.haha..den we were lik discussing the places we sat last time in class...i remembered i was sitting in the second row ba...wif tad jing cheng.ew.tad contributes to all my bad memories..haha..budden later on teacher switched his place i was lik rejoicing lors..hahaha..so mean hors.but i suffered alot lehs.haha.den i remembered tad huiting sit in the front row..den she so quiet one..not lik now so noisy de..haha..ernest sitting wif jac in the second row..dey tad time veri close frens ma..haha..throughtout this whole carnival thingy..ma and huiting try to put ernest and jac together to chat..and our plan worked!haha..we veri lame ones..at least we done a good deed rites..hais..oh ya.tad gary chew never cum..so boony aso never cum lors..aww..miss all the fun..hahas.after gettin bored of walkin arnd..we decided to go bowling..alicia and dawn and rachel went home cus dey lik got som stuff goin on..tink is tuition and church ba..hmms..so me..huiting..jac..cockroach..hippo..edwin..zheng xiang went to yio chu kang the bowling centre der to bowl..budden it was booked..ya.the whole place was booked cuz som kid is havin his little birthday party der!hahaha..so sianz lors..so huiting say wanna go marina der to bowl.haha..so we suei bian lors..she say down der 1 game i dollar onli..den we played 21 games..we ended up wif a bill of 63.30!wth..haha..we were lik 'wad!' den we found out each game is 3 dollars cuz its a weekend..den we so dumb lors..at first never go and ask the price..haha..den everyone began dumping their cash on the table lik siao..lols..so stupid mans..and den i began to hav memery loss la ok..forget it.i dun wanna mention dis spastic part...lols.onli those ppl hu were der noes how stupid i am..haha..ok stop!no more bout dis subject..so embarrasing..haha..anywaes..bowling was fun!jac got alot of beginner's luck..haha..den huiting is lik sometime suddenli so pro den sometimes suddenli o gong(ball fall in 'hole')..haha..wa laos i damn pro lors..hahahahaha..no la..ok onli..at least i win som of the boys!muahaha..but tad stupid hippo lar..nth better to do den say 'felicat'..make me lose my concentration..lols..jonadog..haha..lame mans.woof woof.meow meow..haha..-.- den the boys and huiting were lik so into taking photos of our professional look wen bowling..hahaha..den the camera keep flashing..flasher..haha..another lame joke we made.hais.oh ya.justin tan.tad stupid guy.lols.he got wad commitee thingy so cannot cum.so we went off for bowling without him..den he called and say he cumin..so we tell him to cum to yio chu kang the mrt station to meet us for bowling..den at 2 sth he went off for movie wif his cousin while we bowl.den wen we bowl finish..he call and say he cumin to join us..hahaha..wa laos..no fate lars.but since its his bdae ytd..can forgiv lars..haha..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!oops.juz remembered tad i never gav u the 10 dollar present for cumin to meet us.shall giv u next time!hahas..and i saw julia at yio chu kang mrt statuon!hehee!she never really changed alot lars..she still so nice!haha..by the time we went back.im so tired and my legs are lik jelly lors..haha..so so tired!but so fun!esp the bowling!except for the bill.haha.me and huiting will keep the newly-bought bowling socks as soveniers..haha..lame lars.next sat muz meet again to celebrate mo mo ren's bdae!ahahahah..cant wait mans!woohoos!haha..gtg..byees!6a rawks!=D
kcpss fund raising day aka carnival!
Friday, July 08, 2005 2:52 PM
whoosh!kcpss fund rasing day is 2moro lehs.yaaay!cant wait sia.and i manage to persuade ernest to go!wahahahaha.lols.argh.gort tuition later.sianz.sure will doze off ones.haix.oh ya.ppl.. pls stop guessin wad lame game me and boony is playin..its so lame u all dun wanna noe.haix.anywaes.im proud to say im LEADING him by mor than 10 marks..mwhahaha..blah blah blah.gtg!bye ppl.x)
councillor no mor
Tuesday, July 05, 2005 6:41 PM
ya.so i've been complaining fer these past few months tad i dislike bein a councillor.much to the extent of hate.imnot happy yelling at ppl to get out of their class every morning.wen i can actually stay in class to do or copy hmk.and its stressful wen teachers hav high expectations of u even for tiny little minor things..lik councillors are SUPPOSED to fo everything perfect liddat..i mean.i juz dun lik the way som ppl react wen we do mistakes..tak fer examples..ah gong..i mean.no offence.but he's lik 'aiyo.u councilor aso dunnoe how to do this..' .wadtheheck?wads his prob?hahas.lastly..TIE equals to UNCOMFORTABLILITY.hahahas.really.keep tugging at my tie every now and then.so i very much wanted to leav council then.its so sucky.so POOF! im out of council now.and i actually feel sad.i dunno.its juz tad i sort of hav gotten used to it alr.and i hav learnt to do my morning duties happily rather den tad glum face i alwaes put on last time.and somtimes its good to hav teacher's trust.(tad DOES NOT make me teacher's pet.im not.dream on mans.)i dunnoe lars..its an unexplainable sad.but not to the extent of crying lars.but der was sth ernest said tad made me teary.hahas.wadeva.ernest and oswell are IN.so congrats.im OUT.no mor ties.no mor stay-back-after-school meetings.no duties.NO MORE.(is dis good or bad?)*damn confused* =(
ders a few things i really dislike and maybe despise: 1.wen som ppl juz has to announce tad he or she had done finish their work wen other classmates are scribbling away..trying to finish the work.dey hav to juz say 'DONE' wen dey finish.cant dey juz shuudup even tho dey hav done finished?it agitates ppl.really. 2.ppl laughin at other ppl's really really really sad plight.althou dey meant it to be onli a joke.but it isnt funny.ppl treat it as a form of sacastism becuz der r oredi close to tears wen u are blabberin away som supposedly-to-be-funny joke.so again.its isnt funny.haha 3.ok.boasting is fine.at the MINIMUM level its fine.but wen the boasting is goin overboard..hey,better watch it..haix. i accept shameless jokes tho.becuz dey are juz jokes.and aso.becuz i do dem myself.x) 4.disgusting ppl.two meanings of disgusting: 1.doin ungraceful things lik digging yr nose and den lickin yr finger. 2. character-wise is disgusting.ppl hu tell fake lies juz to prove to ppl sth.for example,tellin ppl tad u use the f word juz to prove tad u r cool.tellin ppl tad yr stead did this and that for u..but actually..u dont hav any stead at all those 'this and that' are fakes which u create yrself juz to prove to yr frens tad u hav a stead. SO my meaning of 'disgusting ppl' is both.althou i emphasis more on meaning number 2.
i appreciate the fact tad -music -friends -understanding parents(not always) -blah blah blah are in my life.=)
so here three lame riddles my tuition teacher gave my class.(emphasising on 'lame') 1.wad does a fish say wen it hits a wall in the waters?clues:answer is sth to do wif the 'wall'.the 'wall' is not tad kind of brick wall.i mean,hw can u find a wall in the ocean?so obviously it muz be sth else tad plays a part as a wall for the poor fish.
2.wad does a bee says wen it reaches home?no clues.
3.wad is in front of a woman but behind a cow?clues:pls do not think dirty.thankyouverymuch. if u hav really nth better to do..den try to solve these lame riddles and cum to me for the answers.lols.
i noe im suppose to be angry at u.but its difficult.i mean.we haven seen each other for so long.its hard to stay angry for so long.but i'll try.i promise.hais.ppl..dun bother guessing.im referrin to a GIRL.haha.-.-
quote frm boony: juz treat yr unhappy things as mice n shout "cat is here' n unhappy things will go away. i noe he is tryin to be nice by telling me dis and i apprecate it alot.but i juz cant help wondering..im a cat rite..(onli 2e2 peeps will noe)..so m i tad scary?lols.cat hav their rights too u noe.=)
argh.im still waiting la.how long r u goin to take????i cant wait until the end of the year lars.i will explode lik a bomb.hahaha.AIYA.HURRY UP LA.x)
henna painting!=p
Saturday, July 02, 2005 7:48 PM
phews.juz two days of learning carnival tire me out.haix.but its was sort of fun..except fer som of the excursions and stuff.the changi museum and krangi war memorial was YAWNS.learn quite a bit lars.but way boring mans.esp durin the bus trip cuz leongy was on the bus.ya.less craping nad singing and playing and joking during the whole bus trip.sians lors.hmms.ipw showcase was a 'disaster'..haha..everyone was lik 'vote for me!' mwahaha.i had so mani votes mans!heheee..i tink i lik the sanitary pads idea by those e3 frens..seriously..it was real good.den i joked if der is as any sample so i can bring back..lols.den huiting say her tad one overflow liao so need sommor...LOL..siao lors.lame mans.hahaha..ooh yaa..had henna paintin on my two hands lehs..hahaha..veri nice..but the stupid ernest go smudge it.hahah..not angry at him lars..but weirdly,cassandra came up to me and told me not to be angry at him..and she looked so concerned until i reassured her tad im not angry at him...hmms.suspicion.lols.huiyun dont be jealous hors..ahaha.jkjk..was in charge of the paper batik booth lars.yeaps.veri cool.alot of ppl came to my booth!haha..cuz paper batik veri nice to do ma..easy and nice..made som fer my frens!wahahas...aso got the paer cut booth and other booths tad were veri nice toos..enjoyed every moment of it..haha..yups.so the literary evening was fine.the plays were funny..haha..full of creativity..esp the alice in wonderland ones..haha..the rest were great toos..but the whole thingy drag until so long..didnt get enough time to eat before the movie screening..hais..watched 'coach carter' the show in the hall wif all the lights closed..haha..nice sia..the show veri entertainin lars..inspiring toos.haha..mayb tads y the skool wans us to watch..haha..den durin the kissin scene..felt uncomfortable..aha..gladly its a short one..lols..whoa.i sit until my backside damn pain..hahah..sit too long..so we see until 10 plus lors..yawns..tired tired tired..haha.feel quite sorry fer the girl guides hu hav to wake up early tomor sommor fer camp.hais..but i heard dey goin to dance mary moon and the other songs during the camp lehs..shuang rites..haha.daddy fetched me home..so dead beat..haha..argh..so sad..after monday which is youth day and a public holiday..hav to start to seriously study liaos..haha..no mor fun le..monday no skool!yaay!x)
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
