I Hate This Part by Pussycat Dolls and Just Dance by Lady Gaga (hahaha ennoi I finally know how she looks like)!
omgggg its so unnerving to know what will happen tomorrow! you know I keep playing this supposed scene in my mind when he appears on stage and I try to stifle a scream and keep from looking like this moronic fan all excited and everything because its a play after all, and so I'm supposed to remain all calm and composed. hahaha but but how can I man! I've idolised this guy since forever okay! its a very terrifying feeling to be within touching distance of him! (in a good way of course):D
ahhh seriously I AM SO DAMN EXCITED I CANT BELIEVE IT IS JUST TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha at least I know I have two other girls who are positively feeling the same way and are sharing this strong joy and anticipation of mine for tmr!!!! :D at least its comforting to know I have company in the task of screaming our heads off and going absolutely crazy. hahahaha!
by the way on an unhappy note, I found out that the Pink Yogurt stall in Causeway Point is closing down TODAY! :'( yes the stall that I never ever fail to think of or go to whenever we walk to causeway point friends, and the one which I have to have my Famous Three yogurt before I feel sastified enough to leave the place!! sigh really very sad lor and i am not even exaggerating my displeasure! :(
and these were actually taken by ting en a few weeks ago..as you can see it was when I was happily indulging in my Famous Three absolutely unaware of any signs of this foreboding crisis! byebye Famous Three I will miss you so much!!!!
haha okay okay better go sleep now! goodnight everybody!
I want to catch The Wedding Game by Fann Wong and Christopher Lee! :D
A(za)haha The Cow!
Monday, January 26, 2009 1:49 AM
GONG XI FA CAI HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! :D
hahaha after a long tedious process of mugging, I FINALLY COMPLETED MY 168PAGES LONG ENERGETICS HOMEWORK. omg I dont even feel like elaborating more except that I almost died halfway!
CNY celebration! Creative-hamper making contest!
and the procrastination before everything :D
shan being the kind*UHEM*person she is, gave me that fake mini bian pao thingy as a hair accessory! so being the shy person I am I shun the camera! hahahhahahaha
hahaha okay spastic!
and I totally blame this behaviour on my other spastic friends!
tsk tsk its no wonder with all this bad influence around la! hahaha.
good job Maria! next time give you tip okay. :D lols kidding mambo!
yoyoyo time to get down to business! :)
superior abalone and bird nest lying complacently next to Jacob biscuits. haha so sad!
and (the head of) A(za)haha The Cow is born!
cute little botton nose..so glad we chose a smaller box in the end guys. the previous one look like jackie chan's! HAHA.
CAUSE WE LIKE OUR COW SEXY AND SMOKIN' HOT, JUST LIKE US. HAHAHA. OKAY FINE.
a lot of thought went into rearranging the food..
TADA!!!!!
no wait. something is missing...
yes cute innocent mascara-loaded eyes of course! ;D
hahaha aww...
we even made a nicely plaited tail for her!
yay I am so proud of our cow! :D
pushing it down to the hall...and not to mention getting quite a lot of attention on the way. :D
HAHAHAHA HILARIOUS! WE'RE THE ONLY CLASS WHO THOUGHT OUT OF THE BASKET! AND USED A TROLLEY! HAHA MADNESS.
we watched in awe of the lion dance performance!
you should've seen our faces when they moved the table on stage and our cow was nowhere in sight..we looked at each other so sadly!
then suddenly this guy walked out from the curtains pushing our little trolley and with a slow pace, brought it to stand next to the red table. HAHAHA OH MY HOW OBVIOUS THE HUGE SIGN OF RELIEF AND GLIMMER OF HOPE! the very moment when our faces turn from disappointment to delight was really funny! :D GO GO GO A(ZA)HAHA!
we got 2nd and I went up the stage! the prize was er, not very attractive but oh well, we had fun! :D
and this is Mr. Azahar!
I think he can feel our enthusiasm towards him (not bio tho) judging from the fact that we chose to name our hamper after him. HAHA.
Went for reunion dinner at night...
yup was practically starving!
played Catching (when was the last time?) with this cute little fella and my other cousin and my brother at the playground later on! I really must exercise more because compared to my hyper-active cousin and brother I REALISE I AM DAMN OLD AND SLOW. LOL. so discouraging lar. nevermind I shall run more and do really well in 2.4km. hahhaa yes I shall!
AND LASTLY..
hahahaha what! dont judge me! since NEW YEAR is here it is alright to cam-whore okay!!!! and besides, I probably wont be able to fit into that dress after new year anyway since I will be tempted to eat all the tarts and sweets and chocolates at my relatives house!!! yummy...(and I still say I want to challenge 2.4km. -.-) but what the heck, its NEW YEAR LOR! hahaha(totally in self-denial mode now)
WOOHOOO the day when I get to see JOE CHENG is getting closer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahaha hurry hurry up come ! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! hope you get lotsa ang pows! :D
WELCOME:)
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
CAUSE WE LIKE OUR COW SEXY AND SMOKIN' HOT, JUST LIKE US. HAHAHA. OKAY FINE.
you should've seen our faces when they moved the table on stage and our cow was nowhere in sight..we looked at each other so sadly!
yup was practically starving!
