HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!!! :D we can go clubbing together already! hahahahaha
OHMY
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 11:26 PM
I am blown away by xiao jing teng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes I wanna be 17 again!
Friday, April 17, 2009 6:59 PM
byebye people I am off for my hot date with Zac-ky Efron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you gotta agree the dude's seriously gorgeous man...I don't mind having a clone of him! hahahaha
well on a sidenote, PROBABILITY SUCKS. (and so does DNA cloning) Why would anyone want to know the probability of both apples containing maggots (MAGGOTS!?) is beyond me. ya right, like in real life you're gonna do that. Just cut out the apples to see for yrself or better yet throw away both lar! DAMN LAME CAN. -.-
went down with jo to meridian to support our school soccer team on tues! it was nail-biting man at the verrrrry last minute they scored a penalty shot and got the ball in!!! We were crazy happy for them, its a draw but at least they'll be in the quarter-finals:) hahahaha GO IJC SOCCER TEAM! esp. nash hazim and jon! :D miss fwah you good lor,cca more impt than our friendship right! hahaha kidding lar it was good to see ya even if only awhile, catch up soon sista ;)
here's a miracle for ya, i actually PASSED standing broad jump with 192cm! hahaha it must be THE SHOE METHOD yes. so for now nafa's finally over and I so cant wait for monday to start on games! better yet play captain's ball i love that game hahahaha
busy busy busy!
felicia
Saturday, April 11, 2009 3:08 AM
really wanna go back to basics.
you may think you know someone really well, but the things they do but you dont realise... its an uneasy feeling. I suddenly miss my grandfather a lot. I need his encouragement to give me strength. sometimes things just gets so hard, and people change, and I feel like giving up. but move on, thats the only thing to do, move on...
I'm fine, just got a little affected by the many revelations I realise facebook has, friends and stuff.
I'm on twitter by the way! haha with a big FAT O friends! so friends join and add me so we can twit together kay, whatever that means. HAHAHA
PW RESULTS...
Thursday, April 09, 2009 11:33 PM
is quite good actually!
hahaha I got an A so yay! :) and I'm so proud of HOEA man, we all did pretty well despite our anxiety that WR was gonna pull us down and just before getting the results we were still kidding saying we'll get a T or whatever. HAHA. SO PHEW ! and this jo ar, I dunno what to say. hahahaha very emotional leh you, A levels how! haha.
so anyway, here is my favourite quote from those stack of blue purple papers:
I quote: 'Getai Getaway is interesting and unique. Group is creative in coming up with activities like puppet show and costume making. The use of observation technique is appropriate to find out the percentage of elderly who watched getai performances. To tap on IT to publicize getai is a clver way to bring it to the national level.'
to the national level leh!
hahahahahahahaha!
p.s yes I like The Climb, but solely because of the lyrics. wont say the same for the singer though. she just looks so unnatural in the mtv!
you know miss yang, personal-stars is really starting to sound nice . haha big difference I know. The Climb..and Personal? haha and oh oh guys! Jai Ho is very nice too right! too bad I didn't catch Slumdog Millionaire, missed out on too many good movies man will wanna catch up on them soooooon! enjoy the weekend friends :)
CONGRATULATIONS AQUILA!!!!!
Wednesday, April 08, 2009 10:35 PM
FOR COMING IN 1ST RUNNER UP FOR SPORTS DAY!
Soooooooooooooo proud of us man! :D truly a historic moment since we've been labelled LAST all these years... hahahaha so we've finally broken the curse, no more Aquila the last house!! WOOHOOOOOOOO!
Ran 4by100 and 8by50 relay today, came in third for 8by50 hahahaha! Luckily got you ar miss chun or else i'll seriously be bored to teaaars!
haha what a physically tiring yet totally exciting day! SO CAN ANYONE TELL ME, WHY IS THERE SCHOOL TMR??????????? :( we so need a well-deserved break for all the efforts we put it lar!
felicia Nineteen
aries
marchtwentysix91
kuo chuan presbyterian/ex-agapian
zhonghua sec/2e2'05/4e5'07
innova jc-0811D
ex-cldds slacker
ex-new media arts geek.
Lovesss music, drama, hanging out with my crazy friends, my family, and good food! (:
S.H.E (cheena at heart), Jam xiao jing teng, joe cheng, johnnydepp, ed westwick, jo kwon (2am), taemin (ShiNee), nichkhun (2pm). Ga-In (BEG)
in total randomness, i like stitch too HAHA
and yes of course, Michael Jackson <3
PO TAY TO, PO TAH TO
RAH RAH SIS BOOM BAH
BYE!
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
