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jo's bdae!
Friday, May 30, 2008 8:41 PM

I'm back from my pre-u seminar camp! :) woooooooo!!!


frankly, i was very sore about the camp at first because i had to miss the outdoor adventure one, but i really didnt expect it to be so much fun! the initial thought that everybody was nerdy and serious was dismissed the very first day and i lost count how many times i had to wipe the tears from my eyes from all the laughing. :) even though all innovians were split up and each seminar group consists of approximately 25 students each from different institutions, junior colleges or polytechnics, meaning i was all on my own, my seminar group 24/bombers/loy fat group is simply awesome!!! i got to learn so much things from all of them and they made the whole 5days so memorable and impactful i reeally didnt want it to end. :( took many many pictures (everyone was basically cam-whoring most of the time, even the guys ok) ! oooh and i met this friend(forgot her name!ming ling i think?) from zhss and eva from kcpps. LOL. what a coincidence. okay i have SO MUCH stuff i wanna talk about but i'll do it the next post(cuz it'll probably take me a day.), gonna blog about going to kbox and 'falling in love' concert by our school's choir vox astra and acappuccino on jolyn's birthday first! :D














haven been to kbox since the 19th century. so was kinda excited to go there again. lols! and since its shan's and ennoi's first time, they did'nt really sing much because they mostly listen to angmoh songs..so me and jo decided to expose them to cheena but still totally cool chinese songs! mwahaha. and we were kind enough to let them choose english songs to sing to(except that most of the english songs were, erm, not very up to date. ha ha.)
















this is hong yu and his friend(forgot the name, sry!)

we cam-whored most of the time when we were'nt singing, there's nth much to take in a dark room with long sofas, a glass table and a television screen anyway! so we decided to be typical girly girls and take pics of ourselves instead. HAHA.






































































































































































































































































HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JO! :D

following that we went to republic cultural centre at rp to attend the choir concert, it was my first time hearing our school choir and also a cappella groups sing! Nanu, Singapore's all-female a cappella group, and the Innova Singers, a newly-formed esemble by the alumni of vox astra, were the guest performers. It was night of songs that transcends style and expression, all that which speak of love(oooooh..haha!), close-harmony tunes and strong vocal agility! (haha i sound so chim because im copying from the brochure. LOL! chey..) In all, it was quite a magical night (and due to the fact that we were there for an 'ulterior motive' also, uhem!) and we really relaxed and enjoyed ourselves. :)











































realise there's little content in this post! :( dont like that. will make it up the next post about pre-u sem! hehehe! and then also about the clickfive concert 2moro(expect lots of sudden gushes and repetitions of exclaimation marks)! mingli and jm are coming along too cuz they won the tickets! WOO SO EXCITING!!! haven seen them for such a long time, miss them so much!! :)
alright, gotta have an early night(its alr 11plus, but thats kinda early for me. haha). goodnight people and take care alright! :D
P.S just uploaded a whole bunch of pre-u sem photos to my facebook. hahaha very mentally exhausting but strangely fufilling! haha!

POP! :D
Friday, May 23, 2008 7:16 PM

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg


OMG!!!


hahaha okay here's the thing guys!


I don't have to stand riiiiiiiight in front during the click five concert to look into kyle's patrick eyes (and hopefully for him to look into mine).

I dont have to jump up and down like some dwarf (yes fine im short) to get a better view of the guys.

I dont even have to try and get them to respond to me by shouting 'i love yoooooouu guys!' like a crazy fan every five seconds.



AND THIS IS SO MUCH SO BECAUSE.................



I AM SO GONNA SIP TEA AND TALK TO THEM AND TAKE PHOTOS WITH THEM AND HUG THEM AND TRY TO KISS THEM(OK MAYBE NOT) I THINK AFTER THE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YESYESYES BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok its 3am and i feel so damn shuang now).


excuse me if the usage of omgs and punctuations make me sound bimbo-ish, but the mere thought of standing less than a feet away from kyle patrick is just crazy!!!!!


yup apparently, i was listening to 987fm one early morning to school(which is something I never do, i dunno why the sudden impulse) and i heard the djs were giving away tickets to have a tea session with the click five! they want an sms with a reason why we think we deserve to meet them and the best reason wins! actually before that they had already given away quite a no. of tickets to other fans, and i know one fan's reason is something like 'i promised my best friend that i would get her the tickets even thought we're not talking now. but a promise is a promise.'


so i realise my countless smses to the radio such as 'the click five is hot! especially kyle patrick!' is SO not gonna make it(ha ha), i decided to be really sincere and smsed this : 'i've always listened to mandopop, they're the first english band who stole my heart and blew me away!' and the next thing i knew, i got a call from them(the djs, not click5,obviously)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and omg they got me to sing a few lines of any of their songs, and i ended up singing the chorus of 'happy birthday' in school campus!!!!!! (i must have looked stupid having my earplugs in and singing to the wall). but OMG. i just wanted to try my luck and AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhahahaha!


okaaay gotta calm down...


(aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)


so anw!here's my pictures on P.O.P(pursuit of passion)talent showcase that was held waaaaaaaaaay back then in school! haha man i had a super awesome time! :D


Hours before the performances start, we had to go to the hall early to try out the mikes and test out our songs, for solos, bands, and dance group(there is only one-innowood!)!















































hahaha it was a pretty weird feeling. :/ feeling jittery even though there's no audience yet(but jo shan came earlier too to lend me their support. aww.(:)!












































INNOWOOD! they have super HOT dance moves! hahaha. and I kept cheering for manaswini(the one in the centre)!
























william aka willie.






















Audrey is talented man! haha. i wanna learn how to play the piano too. :)




















IJC's POP winner of 2006 elaine came back to sing for the event! and she was also one of the judges. (tried to bribe her to make me champion for soloists category but failed. HAHA kidding la.)






Before my performance...my professional hair and make-up stylists shannon and chun were helping me backstage. hahahaha thanks alot guys! :)

































































and we took the chance to snap photos of course!













































































































































HAHAHA sweet!







and then they took the liberty of using my camera to snap 'lovely' pictures of themselves, and hazim and nash! LOL.














































well i can only say when i saw the pics i immediately lost my appetite.

hahahaha nah im kidding! ;D





BACKSTAGE...
















me and hafriz the rapper! hahha e got whole look covered can, he even has this mini white backpack to complete it. lols.




























made a new friend, jojo lin! (ahaha i love her name!)























got to know olivia too. this girl has powerful vocals man! the next tanya chua okay. ;)



































































































me and joshe (say jo-shei) my classmate and ex-president of nma!





















with manaswini. know her well through pre-u sem. she can debate, she can dance, and she won the innova speakers award. aiya if im a guy i comfirm go after her. haha! :D





















apparently my dear primary school friend johnny plays the drums!















hahaha super cool la! (and NO he is not one head taller than me because he purposely tiptoed ok! i insist on that fact!!!hahaha)





















sam! who sang 'wont go home without you' by maroon five. (oh.my.gosh. i seriously love that song.)















some guy's electric guitar. tempted to steal it, even tho i dun even know how to use an acoustic one, let alone electric! haha.















my heart melted when afiq played 'apologise'! the opening tune is supeeeeer nice la!

THE PERFORMANCE STARTS....
















we had to sit on chairs at the side of the hall, like VIPS! mwahahaha!
sorry la quite bhb.
















willie being really engrossed in his rendition of mariah carey's 'byebye'.

byebye byebye byebye byebye byebye byebye byebye byebye bye bye.... LOL ok i'll stop.





hahha his white bag!

yanto the champion of POP! not bad at all! haha.













jojo sang yang chen lin (rainie) 's 'zuo shou'. super nice song! and she sang it well too! :)
















taken when we were sitting at the side of the hall. afiq look so bad-boy!
hahaha.
















the picture says it all.



























































































I sang 'wo men de ai' by F.I.R. was sooooo relieved when i finally got through it!
thanks to those who cheered for me, it really helps me feel more confident! and esp, ennoi (i know she's gonna read this. haha) who brought her favourite 'idol' fan to wave at me in the audience! lols!

(there are other soloists performances but i didnt take pics or vids of all of them. :( well i guess i can still see the vids during nma, including mine! =x)

Band performances...





























































































nasi goreng kampung














































the ohans
















I may not make it through the night,
I won't go home without yooooooouuuuuu!!!!





















my artistic flair in photography! HAHAHA.
















fooling around with jo at side stage.. :p













































her voice is so good! very smooth and relaxing..no wonder she got into css season 2! :D
and the whole event was brought to an end with INNOWOOD bringing the house down with their seductive and booty-licious dance moves! woo wooo! :D










hahaha got third prize! :) hafriz was second and yanto was first!


























wooooo i wanna do it all over again! LOL.

yes im finally done with this post!!!!!!!!

okay i may not be able to get kyle to kneel down and propose to me like this, but if he were to look at me with his wonderful puppy-dog eyes i will so totally melt. hahahahaha.
okay bye guys! (byebye byebye byebye!)

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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