Went Prawning/ Catching Jhinga Fishes (which is Prawn in Hindi. hahaha)!
was fiona tan's birthdaaaaay so we all went to celebrate by prawning first then nice dinner at Seoul Garden :) Both's first time for me, nv caught a jhinga fish before and have never eaten at Seoul Garden. hahaha noob. but anyway it was quite fun lar, caught around... lemme count... 10 or 20 prawns? not sure also hhahahahaha act pro actually only caught ONE. :( rented the fishing rod for only 2 hours and many times I felt tugs at my string but when I pulled it up the prawn is gone and if im unluckily, my bait's gone too.... hahahhaa sad case lar. prawns there too clever already. except for the one which I caught, the idiot prawn. hahahaha I am not evil at all ok, cht is the evil one cause she tried to smack the prawn on the pillar. abusive actions like that signals disaster for her future husband. HAHAHAHA basically everyone caught arnd 1 to 2 prawns, the rest of the prawns were either given by the shop owner or the expert uncles sitting near us catching a prawn every 10 minutes or sth. hahahaha they are like the real pros and there we were sitting next to them and screaming whenever someone caught or almost caught a prawn. hahahaha but screaming's more fun! didnt dare to eat the prawns leh cuz when I see them being grilled I felt quite bad. haha I dunno la its just that I will think of them suffering and felt abit nasty. but I'll still eat prawns from like restaurants and stuff but maybe not those that were caught by ourselves. HAHA cause prawns are still quite yummy
seoul garden's not bad, very filling. surprised fiona tan with cake! sang birthday song, camwhore, eat eat eat HEHE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE YOUUU ARE AWESOME. :D BECAUSE YOU HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS LIKE ME. :D:D:D hahahahaha
I heard from sher my zheng yuan chang's coming singapore for some fan session. omgggggggggg if its true (pls let it be true) I will be happy till siao! hahahaha and hopefully I wont have work on that day. URGH work. dont wanna talk bout it sian.
0811D gathering later! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
yay!
Sunday, January 24, 2010 10:26 AM
so glad SATs is O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sat there in acjc's badminton court hall for approx 3-4 hours can! 10 sections to do altogether, when I reached section 7 I wna die alr. hahaha. but the whole paper was manageable, except for my essay:( actually thought I wld score for it but they tested on some inventions and great discoveries stuff and I totally blanked. haha but whatver its over! at least the other sections were okay, can score (I hope) :)
went with fiona and shining for a little shopping and then lunch! fiona had this crappy dish while shine and mine's pretty appetizing. HAHA so she kept complaining (as usual) hahaha saw Syvia Ratonal at Illuma! she was singing on stage but we didnt really paid much attention to her (GO TABBY GOOOOOOO!) hahahhaha the arcade was soooooooo fun, we played this mario racer thing. and I ended by being this weird female cartoon princessy character with blonde hair called Peach, shining is Mario and Fiona is Yoshi. anyway, the main point is I GOT FIRST! HEHEHE SO PROUD OF MYSELF. who wanna come challenge me Bring it on!!!!!!! hahahha childish
went clubbing at night with ting, fiona and jin cheng! Supperclub, been there once with jc friends bt didnt really enjoyed it. turns out last night was actually quite fun! haha ting was borrrrrred cause of the songs (and the Dj kept repeating some) but I thought it was okaaaay lar, not too bad. Zirca is much nice tho! got platform to stand! :D anyway had a great time with my babes :)
Ate maggiee meee, slacked at Macs, go home! tired and all, gna go nap. BYEEEEE :D
OMGZZZ
Thursday, January 21, 2010 5:10 PM
when I'm desperately finding for jobs, NONE came!
and when I FINALLY almost seemingly found one, THEY ALL COME!!!
With increasingly better pay sommor. urgh what a joke haha
:(
Monday, January 18, 2010 1:30 AM
sometimes I really wonder why I try so hard and think so much. why can't I be like those people who are happy-go-lucky and stuff looking like they have no worries in the world. instead I complicate things, try to perfect them when obviously its not gonna be. I wanna be happy. and I hate getting hurt be it by friends etc but it seems like thats pretty hard to avoid. I think I expect too much. that explains it, the disappointment. the higher the expectation the greater the disappointment right? whatever. not gonna brood around it. not used to typing so much emo crapshit on my blog, really.
anywayy, today was fun but tiring! working with little kids really do make me feel quite happy, cause I really like their smiles. haha but omggg they're SO energetic I dunno where all that stamina comes from! Shan and I went to try the Children Bouncer ourselves after work ended. One round and we're dead. HAHA. really noob, panting all the way. should've seen us, bouncing like little kids and screaming. hahahahaha we are still young! (stupid adult fare)
anw its good to earn some money, even if only a day... desperately finding for jobs! but not with like 5 per hr pay tho. haha ya lar I expect higher. 6 or 7 would be fine! 10 would be best. HAHA what! I had like 10/hr pay when I was working in UWC kay. shiok! but they have no vacancies now. :( ohwells gonna keep trying......
alright thats all, bye :)
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 12:19 PM
we are such avatar freaks hahahahaha
yoyoyoyoz
Monday, January 11, 2010 11:23 PM
Since its the new year...
I resolve to blog more regularly and not abandoned my blog which had withstand many long and dark periods with me!
and I dont care if no one reads (maybe except my STALKERS you all just got lucky!! HAHA okay fine fine)!
so anywaaaay, I shall start by elaborating on my day. which is pretty mundane and meaningless but still! It is a good start.
welllll I woke up earlier than usual (by that I mean 7plus AM rather than the usual 2pm. WHAT! sleeping in is pure bliss okay!) to visit my grandma and have breakfast with my dad
and afterwards I went to meet Fiona for lunch at vivo. except in the end we drank two free Starbucks and ate a free bread+bacon+egg meal. HEHE happy cuz they're freeeeeeee
Sherilyn the betrayer of Eywa *kneels* was working so me and fiona the devotees sat in Starbucks and discuss in great lengths how awesome Eywa *kneels* is.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
and then we went to this pet shop and I saw a freaking baby dinosaur!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY fine.
so i went in and was immediately drawn to this cute lil MINIATURE SCHNAUZER!
omgggg it has been my dream dog ever since I was younger to have one like that and when I saw it my heart totally melted.
the pet shop assistant then offered to take the dog out for me to carry (EXPLODING WITH HAPPINESS BY THEN)
and the cute lil thing went trembling in my arms all frail and sweet and furry....
awwwwww
I WANT A MINIATURE SCHNAUZER SO BAD! :(
I know, with a pet comes great responsibility and all that stuff...
so im just saying for the sake of saying. SIGHS but still............)
I am aware of this cheery chirpy mood Im in now. I think its because of baby mini schz!
WELCOME:)
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
