HAHAHA I ENJOYED MYSELF VERY MUCH TODAY! BECAUSE I HAD A SURRRRPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION BY MY SWEET AND HOT CLASSMATES! MWAHAHAHA! THANKYOUSOMUCH GUYS! ;D
they caught me by surprise! During the break when I went to queue up for food, I realised NONE of my classmates were in the cafeteria except for willie who was queing up for the malay cuisine[that pig]. haha.. so i felt really weird and went back to the table where we all put our bags to find them and then i saw everyone crowding over our table, with a nice chocolate cake on it! hahaha! so we all sang birthday song in english and chinese[attempt at singing in malay failed.lols.] for me and those 17or18 this year..and cut the cake while trying to get chocolate on each other's faces[HAHAHA CHUN KANA ONE BY ME.SO DID AFIQ.]. Then we take lots and lots of pictures and munched on the ferrero-rocher flavoured birthday cake! yummy! :)
yesyes imaginary flames on candles again. SEVENTEEN! :D
thought it was only chocolaty but turns out it has ferrero-rocher crumbs in it. HAHA so sinful man,but damn yummy la.
chun greedily eye-ing the cake. another pig. HAHAHA I'M KIDDING GIRL.
nash is always ready for the camera. attention-seeking man. lols!
AFIQ'S ITCHY HAND.
*after shoving afiq aside and knocking him unconscious* SUCCESSFUL TAKE!
with the two lynettes! oi lynetteyeo you vry reluctant to take with us issit! HAHA.
and introducing the two proudly-confessed gays in our class..
NASH AND JOSHE!!
THREE TAKES SOMMOR. STILL DONT KISS. LOL!
haha see our super poor cake-cutting skills. because geeks are like that. :D
with SHANNON. my fellow glutton. haha! ;)
and cross-eyed CHUN! so cute right! XD
with SITI! and WILLIE and HAZIM in the background.
with LEEVIA! and we're holding round chocolate rings. :D
LOL I AM SO NOT LES. I'm not so sure about jolyn though..... HAHAHA.
and group photos... :D
HAHA LOOK ONLY ME AND SHANNON ARE HOLDING CAKES. WE'RE SELF-CONFESSED GLUTTONS THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
LOL this was when chun-LI got choco on her skirt[not caused by me] and on her sleeves[caused by me]. LOL. sorry la my dear!
candid! was looking unaware!
SMILE! :D
YAYYAYYAY SO FUN! :D HAPPY LAAAAAA! :D
and then later on at night I had another celebration at home with my family. they bought fruit cake which I thought was too beautiful to eat! :)
haha this time no imaginary flames.
yesyeys my presents are mostly chocolates. which made me very very happy seeing the bars and tubes and packets of chocolates and goodies sprawled acorss the table. :) HAHAHA i know I sound really gutton-y right now but actually im really not okay!!! i dont eat A LOT. just only for chocolates once in a while. haha!
make a wish....
blow the candles...
and cut the cake! :D
me and my cute little crazy brother. :)
lovely mum... :)
and my dear dad.. :)
happy birthday felicia! :)
which is over already since its 1plus now as im typing this..
and yesyes I wanna thank those people who wished me happy birthday today! really appreciate it guys! and especially CHEN HUITING, who was SOOOOOOO sweet to go countdown for my birthday. HAHAHA YEA MAN THANKS GIRL. :D and FIONA TAN TOO. who waited till 12 on the dot to sms me before going to bed. :D :D :D thankyouthankyouthankyou! and and and SHANNON who called me at 12 on the dot too to wish me[you so late haven slp must be watching porn again. HAHA.]! plus plus plus JIAMING AND MINGLI who sms-ed me earrrrly in the morning and put a smile on my face before going to school. :) and many many other friends[some whom i really didnt expected]who wished me! julia,lingling,carine,venron,cass,eric,boon hao,ennoi,wanyi,j chung,justin tan,kelvin beh,my S0811D hot people[esp.geek club]...and some random stranger[weird story]. HAHA WOO! TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY FOR ME. and i'm really deadbeat now. gonna go sleep. WAN AN! :D
nessie the loch ness monster.(:
Monday, March 24, 2008 7:35 PM
HELLOOO EVERYONE! :)
I watched the waterhorse again! two times alr. HAHAHA. dont mind watching it another one million times. [but then it would lose its meaning already right? lols.]
alright nth much to blog about. these pics are taken by me using lynettechan's phone, during one of our PE lessons[3.3km walk] last week. the guys had to run and the girls just had to walk. shuang right. then one of my classmates zaki complained that it was'nt fair and I told him that its fair because we girls have to give birth in the future instead of the guys. he says he doesnt see the link. LOL. ok i admit the link is abit far-fetched but its linked! we should not suffer now as we are the ones who have to really suffer in the future! hahahahha okok..im not being weird. so anw. back to the topic. i had time to take pics because we girls were'nt really running, just jogging abit. and so we had lots of time to talk rubbish and crap and take artistic pictures. whie the guys suffer under the hot sun running their guts out[if there's such a phrase]. MWAHAHA. :D
ya very artistic I know. LOL! OOOOK gotta go.
countdown to-
my birthday: 3days
theclickfive concert: 70days.
take care everyone! :D
countdowns
Friday, March 21, 2008 3:06 PM
countdown to-
my birthday: 6 more days.
theclickfive concert: 73 more days.
WHY CANT IT BE THE OPPOSITE???????? hahahaha!
NEVERMIND I'LL WAIT!
AND WHEN THAT THEY COME
THEY SHALL SING 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' TO ME! IT'LL BE MY
'happy birthday'. one of my fav songs from my fav eng band, dedicated to fwah mingli! :D
whoose birthday we celebrated last friday. :) belated for a total of 18 days. since me and jm really couldn't find time to buy the presents and cake. haha so sry girl.
so anw. she thought it was just some movie outing to watch The Water Horse tgt on friday night and didnt suspect anything at all. so after we watched the movie we went to sit down at starbucks and thats when we presented her the small mini chocolate cake and her bdae pressies. :) totally caught her by surprise. hahaha she says we're good liars but nono i say we are good actresses ok! lols. and jm feels guilty for telling so many lies to cover our plan. LOL. but it was damn fun trying not to give away the plan and acting normal at the same time. haha!
TADA! our cute little cake. chocolate flavour because mingli mentioned that she like. and cuz it was bought on the day itself we didnt manage to bring a lighter so we all imagined the flame tgt. LOL.
birthday girl. who is only one year old this year. lols!
ok lets go through the procedures..
blow the candle with the bright imaginery burning flame...
cutting the cake with plastic fork from starbucks...
and giving of presents! hahaha.. we didnt sing birthday song cuz starbucks was crowded with ppl and it would be very attention-seeking you know. lols.
one of the presents! this is the sushi keychain jm bought. mingli I know you're very touched right? so you close you eyes to prevent your incontrollable tears from falling out. HAHAHA kidding la!
and lets all attack the cake! which was also our dinner for the day. haha!
a few big mouths!
and birthday cake no more! hahaha. mingli also got eat ok. and she got the privilege of eating the sweet raspberry cream on top. :)
I was feeling out of sorts that day.
haha jm started laughing at me and says i look mabo. which i dont understand what does that mean and found out its the dialet for 'drunk'. lols! there's no alcoholic content in the cake so i guess its maybe the starbucks coffee. haha.
I know its kinda late.... but happy birthday! yeah yeah woah woah! HAHAHA this song rocks man! and you guys rock too! :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MINGLI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
alright moving on to randon stuff.
this is the small student guitar that ennoi lent me! yeah man thanks girl! :D even though its really small and printed there on the box 'for ages 7 and up'[LOL], its good for beginners like me who is a complete noob at playing the guitar! hahaha. and the design is quite nice too. until now i only know how to play a short tune using low key E and I finally understood what frets are. lols. i want to learn more! but courses in music schools are expensive and furthermore i hardly have time to let myself breathe, let alone learn how to play a guitar. :(
im not feeling very well these days. had a flu which worsen into a cough, and then a bad sore throat. which unfortunately, the virus spread to jm and mingli as well. so so sry! :( and then when i was halfway through watching the water horse some fucking sms totally ruin my mood. i dont normally curse in my blog so you can kinda guess how lousy i feel about the sms. dont wanna say whats it about. (but NOT bgr stuff la ok. haha.)
anyway, i'm truly glad that I finally got to watch the water horse! :) im not gonna start saying its the best movie in the world you all should go watch but to me, this movie's special and it holds a small significance to me, believe it or not. and one day i want to go to Scotland, loch ness, and see the scenery for myself. hahaha. im not nuts ok! im being serious!
lols. okay..holidays' ending soon. didnt go out much during the hols. :( wasn't feeling very good to go out anyway. hahaha sound so emo. okay take care people, bye!
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
RYONE! :)
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