woohoos! hahaha.i veri happy todae!cuz juz now went to kcpss(kuo chuan presbyterian secondary school) funfair and meet som of my old frens!haha.my dad drive me and huiting der.den pick up rachel on our way so tad we three can go together ma..we arranged to meet sophia and alicia at the entrance of the school..den wen we reach der rites..quite a few of dem wearin black lors..den lik onli me and ernest wear white shirt and jeans..haha..so much contrast.the carnival veri crowded lors..den its lik burning hot mans!we were sweating lik crazy lars..haha..budden see jac and ppl so elated!wahahaa..miss dem so much!too bad vivien never cum cuz she gort npcc..aww.so sad..so i tink ppl hu turned up were edwin..zheng xiang..ernest..chang zhong aka cockroach..hehee..erms..jonathan chung aka hippo aka my no1 fan!lols.gurls lik got..me..huiting..sophia..rachel.alicia..dawn..sonia..and jacqueline aka jac!hahaa..oh yars!hippo dunked mr wong!muahaha..shuang sia..den mr wong try to climb up but fall back again into the water..lols..damn lame mans..haha..so after walking arnd the funfair and playing som lame games wif our 10 dollar coupon..we went to our old school...kcpps(kuo chuan presbyterian primary school)!! haha..down der got many nice memories..includin the delicious food..yups..me and huiting and jac went up to 6agape the classroom..but cuz the door locked so we cannot go in..so we peered in frm the windows lors..wa laos..dey got computer alr lehs..on the teache'rs table..hais..budden the air-con disappear liaos.haha..den we were lik discussing the places we sat last time in class...i remembered i was sitting in the second row ba...wif tad jing cheng.ew.tad contributes to all my bad memories..haha..budden later on teacher switched his place i was lik rejoicing lors..hahaha..so mean hors.but i suffered alot lehs.haha.den i remembered tad huiting sit in the front row..den she so quiet one..not lik now so noisy de..haha..ernest sitting wif jac in the second row..dey tad time veri close frens ma..haha..throughtout this whole carnival thingy..ma and huiting try to put ernest and jac together to chat..and our plan worked!haha..we veri lame ones..at least we done a good deed rites..hais..oh ya.tad gary chew never cum..so boony aso never cum lors..aww..miss all the fun..hahas.after gettin bored of walkin arnd..we decided to go bowling..alicia and dawn and rachel went home cus dey lik got som stuff goin on..tink is tuition and church ba..hmms..so me..huiting..jac..cockroach..hippo..edwin..zheng xiang went to yio chu kang the bowling centre der to bowl..budden it was booked..ya.the whole place was booked cuz som kid is havin his little birthday party der!hahaha..so sianz lors..so huiting say wanna go marina der to bowl.haha..so we suei bian lors..she say down der 1 game i dollar onli..den we played 21 games..we ended up wif a bill of 63.30!wth..haha..we were lik 'wad!' den we found out each game is 3 dollars cuz its a weekend..den we so dumb lors..at first never go and ask the price..haha..den everyone began dumping their cash on the table lik siao..lols..so stupid mans..and den i began to hav memery loss la ok..forget it.i dun wanna mention dis spastic part...lols.onli those ppl hu were der noes how stupid i am..haha..ok stop!no more bout dis subject..so embarrasing..haha..anywaes..bowling was fun!jac got alot of beginner's luck..haha..den huiting is lik sometime suddenli so pro den sometimes suddenli o gong(ball fall in 'hole')..haha..wa laos i damn pro lors..hahahahaha..no la..ok onli..at least i win som of the boys!muahaha..but tad stupid hippo lar..nth better to do den say 'felicat'..make me lose my concentration..lols..jonadog..haha..lame mans.woof woof.meow meow..haha..-.- den the boys and huiting were lik so into taking photos of our professional look wen bowling..hahaha..den the camera keep flashing..flasher..haha..another lame joke we made.hais.oh ya.justin tan.tad stupid guy.lols.he got wad commitee thingy so cannot cum.so we went off for bowling without him..den he called and say he cumin..so we tell him to cum to yio chu kang the mrt station to meet us for bowling..den at 2 sth he went off for movie wif his cousin while we bowl.den wen we bowl finish..he call and say he cumin to join us..hahaha..wa laos..no fate lars.but since its his bdae ytd..can forgiv lars..haha..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!oops.juz remembered tad i never gav u the 10 dollar present for cumin to meet us.shall giv u next time!hahas..and i saw julia at yio chu kang mrt statuon!hehee!she never really changed alot lars..she still so nice!haha..by the time we went back.im so tired and my legs are lik jelly lors..haha..so so tired!but so fun!esp the bowling!except for the bill.haha.me and huiting will keep the newly-bought bowling socks as soveniers..haha..lame lars.next sat muz meet again to celebrate mo mo ren's bdae!ahahahah..cant wait mans!woohoos!haha..gtg..byees!6a rawks!=D
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
