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and i am confused.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 6:40 PM

and my links and format of profile are fine nows!
good.(:

as u all can see,
i have a new blogkskin.
i bought technology to my blog!
hahaha.
iBlog.sounds nice.
lols.

my ears doesnt really hurt tad much now
but it stil hurts abit.
hais.HURRY UP STOP HURTING!





wahaha.i recieved dis box frm the woman in the post office sent to me!
and oooh!
dis is the first time i recieve such a big post!
haha.wow.x)
and the sender was frm jonathan lau.
haha thx dude!x)
its i christmas present i guess..=)

look at the number of stamps!
lols..
















hehee.*opens up the box excitedly*
its........*DRUM ROLL*














A CUP!
hahaha.
a very cute cup.
to be more specific,
a looney toons cup?
with sylvester big nose plastered on it.
haha.















the cover of the cup.
i tink he sent me the cup wif sylvester all over it becuz sylvester is a cat issit?
haha.my guess.














another sylvester pic on the cup.
haha..
i like it tho..(:
but dude!there was like,no chirstmas card or anything leh!
just a cup.
haha..x)
BUT really thanks!love it!(:

ok lets blabber bout the ice-skating gathering with my 6agape frens!
wahahaa.
met with vivien,huiting,sophia,zhanghui,ya ting,joan and nithiya!
we went jurong to skate..
and every hour i tink..there will be 'snow' falling down..
u noe,those foam tad looks like snow..
uhuh..and we got alot on our hair while vivien took many photos of us..
haha..after skating and
we went j8 to take neos!
and the neos turned out very nice!
one of my bests!(:
and yups tads all.
lurve ya guys alot!=)

anyway,
wearing my PE shirt and school skirt and carrying a small bag,
i reached school today at 1.03
for a meeting.
uhuh.
i missed the last meeting and i had to come to dis one!
and to those curious to noe was kind of meeting it is,
its like a facilitator/councillor meeting for the sec1 orientation camp?
sth liddat la.
i was selected facilitator.
cass too.
i aso got to see clement,oswell and ernest.
den the organisers briefed us blah blah blah blah..
and den choose the size of our camp shirts.
den get a free lollipop..
and den THE END.
wads more,i have to go to school 2moro again at 8!
walaos.damn early can!
i friday aso need to go school.
hais.
ERNEST IF U ARE READING THIS,PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PUT ME AND CASS INTO THE SAME GROUP!!!! YOU MUST BE THINKING NOW TAD YOU'LLL GET SCOLDED BUT I DUN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha.
no la jk..
pls really try any means to put us into the same group OK?????
BAI TUO..
i owe u k!
x(

ok...
on my way home today..
i started to realise..
how much i will miss those good frens of mine in 2e2..
i mean..its like im scared.
scared tad i'll 'lose' them.
'lose' as in..
rarely talk or go out together..
becuz i can see somewhere in the future..
we'll just say a simple hello to each other and den walk away
becuz we most probably have no common topic to say or dunno wad to say...
im scared tad those frens of mine will make new frens.
althou tads a good thing(becuz i will do too),
i just dun like tad feeling.
becuz its like my fren is not the 'same' anymore..
he/she has someone else to confide into..
has someone else to chat during recess..
has someone else to talk to during msn..
its like im sharing my good frens???
hais..i dunno really..
but i dun tink i lik the feeling of seeing my good frens gettin 'shared'
im not so sure..maybe im selfish or sth..hmmm.
im seriously confused..
its like w're not so close anymore..
and i dun wan tad!
but no choice cuz we'll(good frens of mine) be in a diff. class..
hais.

FRENS OF MINE WHO I ACTUALLY WILL GET ANGRY OR JEALOUS IF DEY IGNORE ME IN FUTURE OR WE ARE NOT SO CLOSE ANYMORE- (haha.im pretty unreasonable.PLS dun take it too seriously.it'll probably get over soon?)
*this list doesnt include those who are goin to the same class as me next year.
(not in any particular order)

1.jonathan. (haha.not becuz of the cup la.its becuz he's nice.of cuz the cup is aso an added bonus la.lols.and he always go opposite school wif me to eat chicken rice..we'll probably dun have the chance to do tad next year...)
2.cassandra.
3.oswell.
4.ernest.
5.ian.
6.eunice.
7.wan zhen.
8.chester.
9.clarice.
10.shumin.
11.mel.
12.cinny.
13.amanda
14.jeremy

uhuhs.
i repeat this list doesnt include those who are goin to the same class wif me next year.
for those whom i didnt mention and feels tad i shld mention yr name becuz i AM close to you,i probably forgot and im sorry.but if ure not close to me at all den of cuz yr name will not be der la.no offense tho.i will still miss all of u all in 2e2 except for some ppl la.x)

oh ya.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BOON HAO AND KAH WAI!
wahaha.(:

oh ya guess wad?
i dreamt tad i noe the URL to huiyun's blog!
ahahha..=X

tads bout all ba.
oh and maybe ders gonna be a movie gathering for the e2s.
any good movies u all wanna watch together?
x)

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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