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Saturday, January 28, 2006 9:28 PM

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go! no virus dun worry.
u can find out who's my boyfriend inside.=)


WAHAHAHA!!!
HOW DOES YR BRAIN TASTE LIKE?

HEHEE.X)
fiona is the old zombie who turned me into her own species too
after eating my brain which tasted like chicken.
yummy.
so now im a zombie too!
qing duo duo zhi jiao!
haha lame.=.=

EVILFEL has eaten 40 brains.

hehee.
including FIONA's,CHESTER's,ERNEST's,KIA WENG's,WEI JIE's,JASON's,EMMANUEL's,HUIYUN's,CARINE's and OF CUZ YRS~!
now ure a fellow zombie too!
welcome!
*clap zombie hands*
we must turn everyone in this world into zombies!
haha ok im being lame.x))

mans.sec3 camp was definitely one of the best camps i've been!
OK I THINK IT WAS THE BEST SO FAR..
really awesome!(haha huiyun)
yadda yadda yadda im not goona start blogging on the whole 3 days at camp cuz
no1. obviously u noe all bout it right.cuz i predict those who read my blog are mostly sec3s?
no2. it'll bored you out with so many paragraphs.
no3. im too lazy.

but of cuz im still going to blog bout some parts of the camp lar.
its so good..
my class name is chil~~~
haha chil out mans..
its considered(of cuz la!)the best class name among the rest right..
lols ok la..banderlog,akela,baloo,bagheera,hathi,kaa,sherekhan and mang ppl,
dun come scolding me hor.
haha.

and my 'nice' instructors are the handsome ENG HUAT and POLAR BEAR!!!!!
hahaha..they rawk!
polar bear's enlargement!
kk those chil ppl will noe..x)

basically,i tried out everything lar.
hahaha sound so brave but walao!
high ropes was scary la!
hahhaa..but shiok mans...
high ropes1 looks easy but tough enough for me to keep slipping down.
hehe..i didnt get to the top..=(
but i did learn some things from this challenge
which is quite meaningful to me..
haha i sound knowlegable.
fine whatever.

i chose the broken bridge for high ropes 2.
ya abit scary at first but ok once u get the hang of it.
haha sorry py let u see my head and remind u of how high the 'bridge' is
when ure slowly tring to cross the bridge on top..
MWAHAHA.x)

high ropes 3 only me and carine(for girls) tried it out.
haha..carine did the one long wooden plank hanging in the air one..
and i did the other one with trunks..
and wth!
my rope keep entangling with the other plank's rope and i keep turning and
turning arnd while grabbing the plank's rope so tightly my arm hurts.
it is so not what u think it feels like up there.
from below,it looks really scary to be up there.
but when ure up there,its more than scary.
lols i would have completed my task if not for polar bear's 'discouragement' la.
walaos.i said i want to continue but he keep asking me to fly down.
so bad rights..=(
becuz i think ders not enuff time..
hais nvm la..
if ders i next time im so gonna complete it.
=)

FLYING FOX SIMPLE RAWKS.
i played ji ko pa with carine.huiyun and peiying to see who will be the first
to go up there.
and it turns out im the 'unlucky one'(actually think bout it,im not leh..cuz being the first,
i can see the rest of their horrified face.ahaha)..
carine was second,
huiyun was third,
and peiying was forth right???
yeah shld be..
anyway,when me and carine were waiting up der(so high above the ground!!),
the marymoon song was being played frm the instructor's radio.
hahaha i felt like dancing with carine budden scared later fall down to our deaths.
hahaha..anyway,
i peered down from above and my first thought was,
"how can anyone commit suicide?"
it was so scary!
aha so i look no more and concentrated on what to do up there.
cuz the fat instructor up der was so strict and keep snapping at the pupils..=X
whoa the feeling of flying down made my day mans.
it was not scary at all and i had my few minutes of ecstasy.
yeah totally great.=D

kayaking was tiring!
but it was my first.=))
mingli's boat overturned.
haha so poor thing..
den sommor der was a dead fish on the hanging branch
which stinks.
kayaking under the hot sun.
i so dont want to become tan la..
not for now anyway.
but ohwells.=/
kayaking was fun nevertheless.
ma and py splashed water at mr kwong!
wahaha.x)

low elements was ok.
i did fell during the small bridge on the ground.
when me and py did the walking on string thing..
i kept laughing non-stop cuz the rest surrounding us
were singing the school song really terribly.
i couldn't help it.
hahaha but i didnt fall though..
liddat will hai py..lols.

rock-climbing was diff.
didnt manage to climb really high but hey im a beginner!
it was my first too.(:

oooooh and of cuz i MUST mention bout NATURE RUMBLE!
so one-of-a-kind experience!
definitely memorable.
and really dirty too..=D
we trudged through the mud with alot of effort
and i almost could not get my feet out alot of times!
haha..den i dunno what happened but i fell down
and hurt my right leg..
i didnt noe there was blood flowing out until there was
a small splashing sound(serious.) and when i look down,
a line of blood flwing down.
haha its like,
my whole leg is brown with mud and suddenly,
there are lines of red..
den sommor when i found out i was injured,
the instructor said 'hornets!'
and we had to lie on the mud+shit.
and my leg hurts..
but i decided to ignore the pain for the rest of the journey cuz
i wanna have fun!
so i picked up mud+shit frm the ground and smacked them on those
clean white shirts of my classmates!
whahahaha!
too bad..
and we had to walk thru the flowing muddy water
and yes,we surrounded and splashed poor eng huat!
muahaha!
by the end of the whole trail,
we were wet,dirtied by mud+shit,tired-looking,haggard and low class.
haha..but it was damn fun i tell u.
and worth it.
i dun mind doing it again!=D
NATURE RUMBLE RAWKS! (my white shoes become completely brown)
x)

camp food rawks too.
at least it was better dan som othe camp food i've had.
much better. (got nice nasi lemak!)
and im glad for that.
serving food is fun too.(:

oh ya our bunk is good.
when i woke up in the morning,a few metres above the ground,and stare out into the trees and forest,feeling the cool morning air..i felt really peaceful..
really.
i want to like,lie there forever and not get up..
aha...yes..


campfire was ok..
abit disappointed cuz never learn any dances like the other camps..
but it was unique.
i sad thing i have a sore throat and cannot scream.
at all.
even if i want to.=(

ok dis post is geting so long.
gtg eat maggi mee.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!=D

byebye!


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lemme eat more brains.x)

WELCOME:)


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I love him all the same

saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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