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Friday, February 03, 2006 8:03 PM

whoosh!
finally finally friday!

this week has simply been hectic and chaotic!
i've a headache these few days.
too much to learn and do..
plus all those tests.
head going to burst liao.
hais.

oh anyways.
i found two interesting websites that my cousins shown me
when they came to my house for steamboat.

http://www.thispagecannotbedisplayed.com/ -read the lame contents!
and..
this other website is pretty common but whatever.
http://chester.youarelame.com/
http://cassandra.youarelame.com/
http://peiying.youarelame.com/
http://carine.youarelame.com/
http://jonathan.youarelame.com/
HAHAHAHA ok lemme explain why i have chosen these few people.
ok seriously,it is pretty obvious why i chose chester right?
BECAUSE HE MADE MY SEC2 LIFE HELL.
and continues making my life hell by going 'ah gong' and 'cldds going to close down liao' WHENEVER he sees me.
so the first person i thought of to put the name in this website so that he or she can
be insulted and i can MWAHAHAHA take my revenge!!

cassandra.my dear retarted pig.(: put yr name becuz u ganged up with py to tease me.
hahaha no la i put yr name becuz ure a retarted pig and retarted pigs are naturally lame.=)

pei ying.the big bad wolf.lols..must put yr name becuz i get scolded 'i've never seen such a dumb person' almost everyday by you.haha ok la i noe u joking but i shall still put yr name cuz ure lame too.x)

carine!haha you must be very surprised to see yr name der..lols who ask u keep saying bout the tnb thing?haha..punishment!! =p

jonathan. aiya,simple.cause he is 110% lame right from the top to the bottom.x)

lols ok no offense people.
those names that i've not included shld be honoured cuz dis proves they didnt offend me in any way and does not deserve such punishment.
BUT! if u want yr name to be included(i dunno why),then you either tag my blog and tell me so i can include OR copy and paste the website and cancel off that person's name and put yr own.
there.(:
and HA!
look at this--> http://heyyoulamerwhatsyourproblemgohomeandsleepla.youarelame.com/
hahhaa.you can add much more if u like.

how lame am i right to do this things.
so...
http://felicia.youarelame.com/
hahaha i admit im lame.=)

ok what's next..
erm oh ya bout today..
had two tests-A maths and E maths.
actually,E maths was pretty ok..but i comfirm lose more
than 4 marks alr.=(
A maths was abit tougher dan E maths and i comfirm lose more
than 3 marks alr.=(
aha sad..but wads done is done.
so relieved that the two tests are finally over.
PHEW.
then after school,
i stayed back in class to do hmk with fiona..
but we kept laughing like hell..
then we can hear the NCC clearly as they were running arnd the school compound
and shouting all the way..
haha then i heard someone shouting ,''i want to hear the teletabies(wadthehelldunnohowtospellla)song!" while leading the NCC in their run.
LOLS.
tinky winky!dipsy!lala!po! (wadthehellidunnohowtospelltheirfreakingnamesla)
haha..how lame.
me and fiona stayed until arnd 5 then we left..
met jonathan lau and he joined us..
so as expected,there was alot of crap(walao fiona + lau leh!)..
im the quietest one..
HAHAHA yeah right.
bought bubble tea(warning.dun buy champagne grape bubble tea.nono not nice)..
and went home!

hmms yeah bout CNY!
after the cny celebration in school(ok i so admit tad the cldds play was quite confusing for people who see it the first time and ya it kinda stinks la.but hey!cldds still rawks cuz ders more rawking plays coming up unlike BADMINTON which is so gonna be EXTINCT la.haha..),
i went for tuition.
and nopes i didnt go back to my old school=(
or celebrate bdae wif fions=( .
ohwells..
but after tuition,
i went to eat reunion dinner with my relatives and grandparents.
nothing much..
den the next day,
i went to my grandparents(father's side)house first to bai nian!
wahahaha.
got ang paos !=D
and spent the time playing with my cousins stuff like truth or dare..blah blah..
and gosh!my little boy cousin is sooooo cute!!
and he's smart for a boy his age(6 i think) .
uhuh..den after bai-ing nian at there,
i went to my other grandparents house(mother's side).
got more ang pows..
but was pretty bored there.
cause not really close with my cousins..
so tads bout all..?
i didnt have much money lor,
from the ang pows..
some frens got 300plus or 700plus dollars leh.
wah so xian mu..
then on tues,
my relatives and grandparents came to my house for steamboat.
yummy yum!
i watched 'sky high' vcd with my cousins..
my whole house was really crowded and rowdy..
very new-year atmosphere..(:
oks oks oks.
getting late and i have to report to school at 12 2moro,
cause cldds is performing two plays at braddell CC (shuddup chester).
kaes.
bye people.
P.S cass is obssessed with me i knew it.i have evidence!MWAHAHAHA.
okok kidding. no.3! x)

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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