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Friday, February 24, 2006 12:28 AM

waah this week is like H E L L!(lols mr leeMC).
wanna die of stress liao..die aso will die underneath a big pile of textbooks.
haha..

hmm..sorry if i am slow in updating my blog.been so busy with sec3 stuff i can barely cope..quite alot of things happen during this week..so much that i can't really rmb all to type in dis blog.erm i have a really bad memory if u all haven notice.haha..

ok.ders dis thing tad happened on wed tad pissed me off real badly and it kinda hurt me.yeah i cried la..but everything's fine now.sometimes when a joke gets too far,its not really funny anymore.im fine with the teasing really, cuz used to it le ma.but i felt really insulted on wed. but haha,everthing's really alright now and im still talking to him as a friend so yeah,forgive and forget.(: (erm if the person im referrin to is reading dis now(i doubt so),thanks for doin wad u did after the incident.at least ure not as childish as i thought.lols.) oh ya,thanks to cass and py too.(py,the example u used on him is damn good sia..hahaha) x)

uhuh.nowadays py and me keep seeing signs we try to prevent from seeing in case we really puke.i wun want to name names lar. but someppl's habit or personality gotta change lar.its kinda making our classmates snort in disgust.yes she's nice but when she does the thing she does in front of the guys,its real disgusting.believe me cuz almost everyone agrees with me.so yeah.just some comments.=)
hey did u 2e2 peeps noe about mingky transferring to cat high soon?
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YES IM NOT JOKING(i wish i was).
cass told me.
and erm to be serious,i think its gonna be really hard for him to adjust there.
becuz his new classmates will have to learn to accept him for who he is and not u noe,do things that hurt him mentally.
rmb how we all treated him in sec1?
wad if the same thing happens again in cat high?
that's gonna be very tough to handle.
im being vey frank here.( i dun think he reads my blog anyway)
at least after two years being in the same class wif him,
we ex-2e2s are OKAY with him now.
we know and understand his actions.
which i seriously doubt his classmates-to-be will.
we say simple hellos when meet at the corridors(what's more he's the one who give us the cold choulder when we say hello to him!haha.very ming kiat.)
so y'all get my point?
you can't help but worry for him,yr ex-classmate who brought laughter(and some anger la) to the class the last two years becuz of his lame actions.
hahaa..u think about it before saying im being over-anxious.
i suggest we e2s do sth for him before he leaves(which is very soon according to cass),
i dunno..any suggestions?(:
oh mans wth.did y'all noe MR LEE MC is not gonna teach us for two and a half months soon?
becuz the school wan to give the trainee teacher a chance to teach.
WHY?
WHY OUR CLASS?
u noe,2 and a half years can change a good damn lot of things.
having a new trainee teacher can cause our A1 in emaths to a B4 or C5..
this is so unfair.
mr lee MC teaches so well and now,we are gonna not hear him toking crap(like,'keep yr toilet bowl mouth shut!' 'go to H E L L!' 'only~~ ' 'i noe y'all are very hungry.very hungry go canteen der and buy food to eat la!why go and eat away my middle equation?!' and 'u all are very good and intelligent..the opposite!')in our class for two and a half months.
omg i can't imagine how boring emaths lesson is goin to be now.
now i can't even look forward to one lesson!(okay maybe except english.lim yong khern is so nice.n funny.)
u shld have seen my face and evryone else's too when he told dis news to us today.
argh.this is great.
absolutely great.
hais~
i am so stressed out nowdays.my mind isnt functioning well.and i think im gonna aged faster if dis continues.haha..sommor the journey back home is freaking tiring can!crossing the overhead bridge after my stop.walk for a distance.the sun being so scorching hot la. aaah!i think i can just drop dead.
lols ok its getting late.enuff crap.more 2moro(if i got time.WALAO!every single day except tues of next week got test leh!DIE LIAO LOR)
GOODNIGHTS.x)
P.S oh yeah almost forgot.helped kkw with his blog. i link him liao. go link him too lor.=)
someone mumbles:cassie,im sorry.
cass:arh nvm.
wahahaa.cass,monday rmb to send me the *uhem* hor..x)

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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