almost missed my biology test today.(no u didnt see the above date wrongly.its a SATURDAY) slept late last night and woke up late today. i think i woke up at 8.45 liddat. and the test starts at 9!!! haha..imagine the chaos. got dressed,rushed down to my dad's car waiting below,school shoes in my hands and slippers on my feet,intending to wear my shoes in the car to save time. reached the lab 15 minutes passed the test time. but miss rossanna said dey only started 5 minutes earlier dan me. so i ended at arnd 9.55..
this is so dumb. a test on a weekend. we can't even sleep late during the weekends! argh.
on thurs,clarice,cass and me went to junction8 before going for tuition. actually wanted to take neoprints but decided that we'll do that next time we come back wearing home clothes. walked arnd..cass went to but a present for her mum becos its gonna be her birthday. we crapped alot..especially when me and cass were standing outside POH KIM the cd shop,watching the show,i not stupid too,which was shown on the big television screen outside the shop for promotion. clarice thinks local movies,esp jack neo films,are dumb.(actually its true that some local movies are way dumb and meaningless.it lacks of professionalsm and class.) but since cass and i were suppotors of I Not Stupid Too,attempted to persuade clarice to watch with us,which she relunctantly stood with us. for one minute. haha..den she run out of patience and requested for us to leave. but me and cass purposely pretended not to hear her and conitunue watching the screen. lols..so she had no choice but to stand der looking helplessly. lols. cass and me decided not to 'torture' her anymore and agreed to leave but the funny thing is,when we walk away,clarice was still der tying her hair! hahaha..becos she thought we were going to be standing der for long,so she put her file and stuff on the floor and did her own things,such as tying of hair. haha..so at the end it was her who was the last to leave. haha..
oh yeah. clarice bought the wrong purchase. she wanted to buy an eyeliner but bought an eyebrow liner instead. hais.. maybe its cuz we were rushing for time not to be late for tuition. hahaa..poor clarice.x)
exams are coming and im feeling vexed. afraid that der'll be no time for me to revise all my subjects. nowadays im feeling so tired and stress.. my days are kinda boring and i need some things to liven it up. but i just cannot find them. of cuz der are some people who can easily make me smile..=) but still,i feel that something's changed..
i dont care what you think,what you do,what you say.it is totally none of my business.you think too highly of yourself.
when going for tuition,i saw my primary school and i suddenly felt like crying. lols. all the memories came flowing back and i really wished i can turn back the time and be a primary school kid again.(oswell,i refer to yr most early post regarding about the 'turning back of time' topic and about the many reasons turning back the time is not exactly a good thing.but sometimes,for the sake of something very impt to you,you are willing to forsake all the things that have happened for the past years.=) ) but whatever. now is now and i can never turn back the time so memeories remain as memories.
dammit i really miss those days.
alot. =(
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Friday, April 21, 2006 8:55 PM
OK im finally updating. like after a gazillion years.
so.. lets start on friday!=)
on friday, i was very pissed off. haha..becuz of those councillors who wanted to take away our four long stacks of newspapers. so it goes like these..
we were having our social studies lesson when fang jun the councillor knocked on the door and announced that she's gonna collect our newspapers now. and immediately we exclaimed NO. haha..the reason is becuz they DISQUALIFIED us just SIMPLY becos of a few folded newspapers tad dun even make up the majority of these four tall stacks!and they now still want to take our newspapers away? FAT CHANCE MAN. i mean,i noe its considered cheating but HELLO? even if you kukunuts go exclude the folded newspapers in yr count of height,we still win lor! i mean,c'mon la! we have like so many newspapers ok! and we so didnt STEAL can! we ASKED FOR PERMISSION for yr information. and dey act like dey disqualify us becos we steal the newspapers and sommor fold them. -.- we ran up and down the sec 1 and 2 classes,carrying the newspapers up and down the stairs,perspiring like hell but still feeling happy,got our fingers all black and in a totally messy and low-class unrefined state JUST TO GET DISQUALIFIED? HA! wad joke. we will not allow such unreasonable demands to meet. we must make a stand! and so our class and 36(they were disqualified too)were like discussing wad we shld do with the newspapers. and den we decided to carry them all to an empty field and start burning them like nobody's business,meanwhile dancing arnd the fire singing happy songs and aso video-ing down everything to let the councillors see to agitate them! imagine-
we: hey look at the beautiful video we took of our campfire last night! councillors: wow! wad did u use to burn ? we: oh,nth really. we just used the whole eight stacks of newspapers frm our class and e6 to create these wonderful and lovely effect! councillors: oh my! you all burned away the precious newspapers we were going to collect from u all! oh my poor poor newspapers! now the school can't get more money !! =((((( we : oh really? sorry! =D
hahahahaha..sweet. lols!! ok la..no lka we were got so evil(mwahahaha),we just decided to sell dem to the galang-guni man to earn bucks. tads the more constructive way.=) so when those councillors came our class to collect the newspapers, we got into a heated debate with them,telling them we already called the galang-guni man to come our school to collect the newspapers.(we really did) if dey did not disqualify us for petty and selfish reasons in the first place,nth would have happen. we spent so much time and effort and strength and manpower to stack up these four stacks and all our efforts had gone to waste just like that. by doing to do it tis way,dey killed all our interest in this kind of activity and we will not participate actively in the next cip project. tads what'll happen. so there. haha..we managed to shoo them away and they were like irritating flies, hovering outside our classrooms thinking of a way to lay hands on our newspapers . then after two unsuccessful attempts,dey resorted to using the authority of a teacher,mr yeo. so he came to our class and tried to persuade us to give up our newspapers. to say the truth,he really didnt hear the side of our story and like the councillors,thought tad we 'steal' the newspapers. it was really very unfair to all of us. but we all just kept quiet. later,when the galang-guni man came in his van, we all helped to carry the newspapers down.. and stacked evrything while the galang-guni man tied them up and placed it at the back of his van. hahaa..it was actually quite an experience. then the man gave us some money(cannot say how much becos who noes?maybe some councillor is readin my blog now and pans to reveal the amt)which we kept some and gave some to the school for the student needy fund. how nice of us,after all dey have done to us. but anyway, after this incident,i realised my class is quite united. in the area of newspaper collection. hhhahaa..=)
ok. so btw, alan wrote on our board that day regarding the chalet stuff. den as usual,there were spelling mistakes that huiyun happily pointed out to me. haha.. he spelled 3 STORY BUNGLOW instead of 3 storEy bungAlow. -.- hahaha.. and he spelled my name on the class list wrong too. pig. x)
after school tad day,i went to rehearse my cldds play for the competition on sat. from 2,we rehearse till 5plus. i like my play becos its different from last times,it is more sophisticated,more mysterious,more ppl,more fun and laughter. to put in simple,i like cldds.=P ha..tads mushy.
A Day At Malaysia~!
Sunday, April 16, 2006 1:15 PM
and im back from malaysia!=D
and i am currently blowing a big bubble with the bubble gum i bought from there.=)
on good friday,my family and i went to malaysia johor at arnd 3plus i think. then we went to just shop arnd for dvds and stuff. hahha! lemme see.... i have- king kong, ai shen er zuo ju, zhan shen, the simple life 2, cheaper by the dozen 2, yours,mine and ours, the girl next door, nanny mcphee, ice age 2.. and oliver twist!
some of the above are my brother's btw. dey do not include my dad's,whose dvds are those kinda 'boyish' and violent types like the 'underworld revolution','fearless' those kind.. and my mum's,whose dvds are almost all korean drama. lols.
didnt really get to shop arnd much.(sorry cass!didnt see any toy pigs!haha) went to eat my scrumptious dinner. it rawks i tell you. the curry fish head,paper chicken,cai lan... mmm...yum.
went back with a full stomach. reached home at 12plus. and during the journey,i read my 'the da vinci code' book and i am so glad i finally completed reading it!!
oh ya anyway,i forgot to mention sth tad happen in class.(huiyun i remembered!x)) erm..when we got back our amaths test results, huiyun,having fared better than alan,stride 'coolly' over to alan's seat and the conversation goes STH like this,(from what huiyun said) huiyun:hey..how much u got? alan:**..walao so depressing... huiyun:oh..*keeps mum* alan:....how much u got? huiyun: ** (<----higher marks than alan) and before alan react or say anything,huiyun walks away 'coolly'. haha! becuz u noe why,evertime alan fares better dan huiyun,he will purposely sashay his way to huiyun's table and ask for her marks. so huiyun decided it is time for sweet revenge!! MWAHAHAHA. x)
2.4km run at Punggol Park
Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:09 PM
i am not in a good mood because-
1.my zen is not working. this is damn suay. I NEED MY ZEN. I NEED MUSIC.=( (listening to Fa Ru Xue now btw.frm my comp.)
2.my brother wanted to hear the 'HIGH PARTY' album,so he,even after countless reminders from me,took my S.H.E cd out from the cd player and conviently place it on the top of my album.and i found scratches. wth.
3.i got such freaking marks for my amaths test.and i know my chem would be the same.and i would be roasted alive by mrs lim,so u can say im awaiting death. ..... at least my emaths and hist marks are OK. hais.
i am in a good mood because-
1.my 2.4 run at Punggol Park today was great. Glad to say i continued running without stopping once,with a POLO sweet in my mouth for the entire two rounds. and my timing was 14:20,position 11. if i had ran faster,my timing would haven been lesser dan 14:11,which is an A! difference of 6 secs! but its okay. sastified with B.
2.i may be going to malaysia 2moro and the thought of buying pirated vcds and bubble gum sets me smiling. dun worry e5pians,i will share my bubble gum with the rest of you addicts. =) (Can u imagine the pain of not having my zen with me in malaysia?its pure torture.)
In conclusion,i agree to a greater extent,that i am not in a good mood as there are more factors listed compared to the number of factors which proves im in a good mood.
ok that was lame.
today was the 2.4km run at Punggol Park.
being there again suddenly gave me a sense of familiarity.(no such word right?)
its not the fact that i always go to the food court opposite Punggol Park to eat,
but the fact that being there brought back memories from last year's 2.4km run.
it was then that everything had been less complicated.much less.
at that time,my feelings were clear.
now,its so bothersome to even sort out my feelings.
arh whatever.crap.
anyway,after running,cass and i went to play at the playground for awhile where i met mingli and zhilei and lynette and wanyi.
played and joked arnd abit,then me and cass went to the food court opposite to stuff our mouths.
i haven eaten from morning till then.
before ordering our food,we went to the nearby playgorund where we saw boon hao and his gang,plus chester and richmond.
i competed with boon hao in swings,to see who can swing themself higher.
and i won.needless to say.
hahahaha.. okok.
after having childish fun,we went to order our food.
met ShuMin and Joycelyn.
i kapo shumin's popiah.mwahahaha.
oh yes.i accidentally spilled my drink on the table as well.
lols.lucky didnt wet anyone.x)
Full and ready to go,we took a cab to cass's house.
i messed up her entire house.
lols no la kidding.
She let my listen to the Xiao Yuan Superstar album her dad bought for her while i do my hmk.
chee yang's song 'er shi er' was brilliant.(:
arnd 7plus,i took a bus home,hoping i would reach home in time to watch 'meng pin tu'.
and i was.
so yeah..and im now sitting here in front of the comp feeling vexed and unhappy.
for no particular reasons i guess.
P.S it sucks,really sucks,when ure missing someone but feel weird sms-ing him.and aso sucks when he does the same.
CHEE YANG RAWKS~!=D
Sunday, April 09, 2006 7:58 PM
i know its abit late but...... CONGRATS TO CHEE YANG FOR WINNING XIAO YUAN SUPERSTAR!!!!!
watched the da jue sai and was so nervous for him.. his rendition of 'superwoman' , 'yi shou jian dang de ge' was simply too much. haha..he sang it SO unbelievably well he left me speechless.=D and the song,'lian ai da ren' with xin hui.. mans..perfect.=) and woohoos! he won the whole compeition finally! i was so elated that i started jumping up and down,screaming like some siao ding dong. lols..really happy for him!! oh but Teresa sang really well too.. but i support chee yang all the way!=p chee yang(i prefer to spell his real name dan 'zhiyang') is the best! Continue Rawking!x)
i've been tagged!
Sunday, April 02, 2006 12:41 AM
i've been tagged by cinny!
Name 21 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head.Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl.Ready?Start!
*erm..whoever's name i thought first or last does not mean anything. i repeat,DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING. doesnt mean i dun put yr name, means u are not in my mind ok.you always are,somewhere arnd.its just tad it didnt come to me then.i really just list down the names that POPS in my head...=D )
so lets continue shall we.
1.how did u meet 14? (boon hao) oh. er.....how ar??*thinks really hard* shld be in sec 1 and he was sitting at the very corner back of the class right?den after talking to him,my image of him completely shattered. 'shy','quiet' image?HAHAHAHAHA. yeah right. 2.what would you do if u've never met 1? (zhilei) well...i've only known her for four months+ but if i've never met her....den today at the stadium i would'nt have a shoulder to lean on so that i could sleep.hahahaa.(sports day is bor-or-ing btw)and oh ya,if i've never met her,i would'nt know she is aso a fan of summer scent! which is absolutely great!=D 3.what would u do if 20 and 9 dated? (20=py and 9=felicia heng) oh wow.tad'll be very interesting.i dunno wad i'll do....i tink i'll ask felicia heng to change her name so that py wouldn't think of me when she calls her name sweetly(like that would happen)...lols. 4.did u ever lik 19? (jonathan lau) hahahhahahahahhahhahaahahahahahahahahahahaha.... 5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (6=mingli.17=huiyun) i could just imagine. hahahaa..of cuz not la.-.- 6.Describe 3. (oswell) haha..He hates ppl who claims he act optimistic,have fun playin daidee,beats me at Connect Four(not always hor..haha),likes to let his imagination go way wild,makes sick and lame jokes sometimes,loves to say hello to ppl with his two palms open wide and wave them childishly.haha..complains about council occasionally but still refuse to quit i-dunno-why and finally(althou der are alot of things i still haven mention),likes to be in an argumentative conversation.like,debating.cuz i rmb tad time i was debating with him bout the topic of changing miss see as our form teacher to miss leong and we were shooting at each other verbally as we strolled out of school to go opposite to eat.and what's more,when i was eating my tom yam yu pian mee fen,i was still in the argumantative mood with him,who refuses to give up or spare me frm the torture of argueing with him while im stuffing my mouth with food. LOLS.really. wow this ques sets me typing furiously.=) 7.Do u tink 8 is attractive? (clement) WHAT? erm..if u say attractive in appearance sense,den....OK la..so-so lor..not those da shuai ge but comfirm not chou ba guai either.if its attractive in character sense...i would'nt say no la cuz he does not have AP and tells lame and dumb jokes like a normal likable person. so yeah. 8.Tell me sth about 7. (wanzhen) haha..good frens for three years+,haven quarelled once with her.and she likes to play with me this game tad we both 'invented' together. like,when she sees me,she will purposely go,'eh,felicia!you are here ar?'and i'll aso say in pretence,'omg wanzhen why are u here??' hahhaa its silly i noe..but we got a kick out of it. she's a wacky girl.x) 9.Do you know any of 12's family? (fiona) nahs.i tink she doesnt have a sister..and i've never met her parents before. 10.What's 8's favourite? (clement.again.) stupid inspecific question. so i shall rephrase,'WHO'S 8's FAVOURITE?' hahaha..tad one i know..muqin lor.x) 11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? (chester) oh shit.(i really didnt plan dis). erm i dunno....but i know those e2 ppl would laugh at the irony of this question. 12.what language does 15 speak? (yee en) english and chinese. lor. sians leh dis ques. 13.Who is 9 going out with? (felicia heng) kelvin aka na pok. hahahha no la,No One in particular.=) 14.how old is 16 now? (alan) oh tad guy ar. this year only 5 years old.never grow up.hahahha jkjk..14 la. 15.When's the last time u talked to 13? (kiaweng) haha this morning?c'mon,he sits directly next to me after the changing of seats by e-lim. 16.what is 2's favourite band/singer? (ian) erm......he's into english songs(sometimes chinese)so his fav band or singer would never be singers like stephanie sun nor would his fav band be 5566 or sth.never.. haha but i still dunno wads the answer to dis ques..just know it would not be linked to mandopop. 17.would u ever date 4? (cass) oh please.i am currently dating her lor. LOLS. ok la,if i were a guy...i would date her.haha but cuz im a girl(like duh),i would'nt la of cuz. i would les with her. haha..okok jkjk..x) 18.would u ever date 7? (wanzhen) sure. if i was a guy lor. cuz she would brighten my day with her lame jokes everyday.haha..but for now,im not interested in you,wanzhen. aww dun cry dun cry...haha.. 19.Is 15 single? (yee en) YES. SINGLE AND SEEKING. hahahahahhahaha OKOK im totally kidding about the 'seeking' part..she will come punch me in the face soon..haha..but yes,she's single and available.(guys,this is a catch!hahaha..) please yee en dun kill me.=D 20.What is 10's last name? (carine) CARINE TAN LI MIN. hahhaa..carine be honoured i spelled out yr whole name instead of only yr last name.hahaha.. 21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11? (huiting) -.-'''''''' my relationship with her can never be serious..even if we tried we always end up playing a fool..haha. 22.What school does 3 go to? (oswell) i dunno his primary school.current school is zhss. 23.Where does 6 live? (mingli) geylang. lols no la kidding...erm i dunno leh.hehee...will ask her. and then stalk her.mwahaha 24.What's yr fav thing about 5? (clarice) straightforward,friendly,blur like me. =) 25.Have u seen number 1 naked? (zhilei) hahahha OMG i cant even imagine ok.its pure sickness of me. but if i rephrase,'have u seen gideon naked?' hahaha..yes. LOLS no la,not whole body. he's sick i tell you. one time der was only me and him in the class i was turning my head arnd to tell him, about some stuff bout e-lim when he suddenly took off his PE tee-shirt. -.- wth. siao one lor,den i turned back immediately and say in an exasperated tone,telling him not to do that when im talking to him halfway.den guess wad? he walks next to my table and started buttoning up his shirt while saying contentedly,'im a flasher',den showed me his bod. like wth???? of cuz i looked away la...walaooo....-.-'''''''''''''''''''''' haha
FINALLY.no more ques.this took much of my time. ok so i tag.. zhilei,richmond,clarice,kia weng and.....eng huat.
today's sports day was a serious waste of time man. before that,me,yee en,zhilei,mingli came out of school together to take a bus der as we were running late. but haha!we still made time to play the playground near our school which was newly-built. we three haven tried it before..so we played the thing tad keeps spinning us arnd and arnd and arnd..never stop.. hahaha den i was casually sitting on it while it was spinning and den suddenly it got faster and faster~! my head was spinning and i was shouting,with my head tilted to the floor,'omg!its spining so fast i cannot stop it! help! i very dizzy! help me stop this thing! hurry up!!!!!'and den laughing like a mad fool at the same time. hahahaha..den i can see their legs as dey walked towards me. and lemme tell u,the time dey took to walk towards me,seemed to me like 5 mins! serious..i dunno why..i only know i was spinning an incredible speed and i feel like vommiting. and the things arnd me are moving at slow motion except for me. after dey stopped tad thing,laughing as dey did,to me the whole floor was shaking and my whole face was red. i seriously felt nausea..and now as i type dis,i feel kinda dizzy u noe. haha say im old but whatever. go try it. its so high lor.damn fun i wanna try it again but im not gonna sit with the posture i sat today. its scary. lols..so anyway, we fours were desperately dying to hear the 'chance chance' song sung by luo zhi xiang althou we've heard it for so many times la..haha and my zen died on me in the stadiun cuz it over-heated, like wth.15 mins in my pocket and it over-heated? but the temp inside doesnt even reach 60 degrees!?! hais..but i tik its ok now once i charge it. hmm.. today at the stadium we played truth or dare.. and mwahahaha..i know some stuff...hehehe.. i didnt hav a chance to get juicy info out of me becuz the bottle never pointed at me. hahahha!
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Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
