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Saturday, July 29, 2006 12:33 AM

Man,I think I am damn suay sometimes.

The first time some pathetic pervert tried to look at places he shouldn't be looking was when I was in primary school.
Second time,aso in primary school.(in Bishan J8,Popular bookstore FYI,so girls,be careful when you all go there to read okay..)
Other times,in places such as stupid swimming pools.
Like damn shyt.
But hey, they didn't manage to get sastified because I'm smart enough to escape 'unscathed',or maybe Im just plain lucky.
Yeah guess what.
I met with another one of these losers in bus 82 today.
I was sitting there,placing my head comfortably against the bus window and trying to sleep.
But it was hard when the man sitting behind you,kept farting.
yeah. Two times.
I tried to avoid shooting rude stares behind and proceeded with my attempt to sleep.
I woke up instinctively when my bus arrived at my stop.
But when I woke up,I heard this sound behind me
and I turned around just in time to see the farting man pulling back his outstretched hand from next to my seat,near the window.
SUCKER.
Not only does he farts,but he prys on innocent girls on the bus.
Luckily I woke up in time.
So I marched off and got out of the bus.
Before I got off,I turned back to shoot a dirty glance at tad man who tried to get fresh with me but I realised he's not at his seat.
SO HE WANTS TO GET OFF THE BUS TOO HUH.
Totally pissed off, I just marched straight home and making sure NO STUPID FARTING MAN is stalking me.
what an ass.
haha. unlucky day.

okay so anyway,
as you all has not already know,I joined Modern Dance
and my very first lesson,for me,was ytd(thurs)!
I went with cinny(zhilei ps me!hmph!haha)..
The instructor was young,hot,and speaks in a china accent.
she's nice actually,and she is so graceful!
She taught us to do alot of exercises(the gym ppl will know) that got me stretching and straining,and panting.
hahaha.. then we learn some dance movements.
After evrything ended,I was feeling very refreshed!
oh yeah,and expectedly,only girls joined. No boys.
hha ya I think It'll be really weird if guys join cuz the movements are more for girls la.(:
I'll have to attend more lessons before I can officially comment on this bl0g that 'Modern Dance Rawks!'.
It so tiring..lols

hmmm.. about the debate.
It was frightfully fun!
really.
Desai lost.. but I'm actually not very saddened by tad fact.
Because I totally enjoyed the process.
Findin relevant points through the internet,spending hours on my case proper,asking around for different opinions and arguments,meeting up with ka and kx to discuss our speech..
It was quite nice la..=D
I know when I was up there,some things happen below.
Fiona told me, and I cried in front of Jlau and her.
haha how embarrassing,but I've decided to ignore and just wash the incident out of my brain,which is used to store better things instead.
I was hurt,but I guess that's just how some people do and say things.
I can't stop them,all I can do is just ignore.waste of time getting hurt or angry.
=) When I was on stage and the first speaker,I was so nervous!
I tried to give eye contact to the judges as much as possible,as well as my opponents.
while reading my case proper and trying not to mispronounced 'monotonous toil'.
haha. I almost mispronounced it on stage again! But I correct myself halfway.
haha.. the wrong one is of course,'mo-no-toe-nous' and the correct one would be,'-me-no-te-nous'
hehee.. I said,'mo-no'then stopped and said,'me-no-te-nous'.
lols. ma lu..
but anyway,
The debate was fun but it was freaking warm up there!
I kept wiping off my sweat and trying to stay focused on what the hell was zhuo en talking.
haha..

well,elaine lam told us she was leaving in 2 weeks time.
fast,isn't it?
Sh'e a really nice and lenient teacher.
except that she gave me one demerit point once for not handing up my hmk on time.
haha. But she's quite patient and I always see her coming near my side of the classroom to explain to zhengyan and keith how to do maths problems.
haha.. And I'll also miss discussing about the outfits she wears to class everyday.
haha..Sometimes,me and kkw would discuss and conclude tad her outfit on this particular day made her hips look bigger,or that the skirt so does not match her top..
lols. but her dressing sense is not bad la.(haha in case she happens to chance upon my blog!=X)
ohwells,I SO HOPE WE WOULD'NT GET MR LOW!!!!!!!
if we do,I think our whole class will allied with 3e4 and go on a peitition!!
hahaha.. =p
keep our fingers crossed!

Ok,I shall stop here.
gtg sleep.. goodnights.=)

P.S hey you-know-who-you-are,I'm really sorry. Dun blame me okay.=(

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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