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BAD DAY!
Friday, August 11, 2006 3:30 PM

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Today is officially MY UNLUCKY DAY.

Like it's not enough that I have to deal with all the public commotion with my hair, this morning, I realised my left eye was a little swollen and it itches like mad!
So this means I'll have to deal with two things, my newly-cut hair, and my sore eye.
AS IF THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH, my nose started to bleed during Amaths lesson.
BULLS EYE!
ANOTHER CHERRY ON TOP OF A WONDERFUL DAY!

Okay. I shall now proceed to further elaborate on the outcomes and reasons for 'A BAD DAY'.

I stepped into class and intend to just sit down at my seat, hoping that I'm invisible to everyone.
BUT STUPID CHRISTOPHER COULD'NT HOLD HIS BUBBLES OF LAUGHTER RISING UP IN HIM AND SOON,HE HAD KEITH AND KIA WENG LAUGHING TOO.
Screw them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha

Later, classmates started filling in, and some of their reactions was so funny!
haha.
Lulu came to my seat and started flipping through some pages in my notebook on the table..... but she didn't look up and see me. Cuz u know, what's there to see? I see felicia everyday.
So I called her name and she looked up.
and then she screamed.
LOLS! NO LA!
kidding.. she didn't scream. she was just shocked. lols.
haha.. when huiyun came walking towards her seat, she stopped halfway and looked at me weirdly, then started laughing.
lols..

today is 'here's a chance to laugh at felicia day' xD
Or rather, 'here's Chia How's chance to laugh at felicia day'.
lols.
I bet he got a good kick out of my plight.
That saddistic fellow.
hahaha. ok he's not that bad la.
he 'saved my life' once.
But that still doesn't make him a better person in my own perference.
lols.. Ok at least he is so kind as to offer me his packet of tissue when I nose-bled.
AND IT REEKS OF PERFUME!
THE NEXT ALAAAAAAN!!!!
WAHAHAHAAHAH!
xD


So expectedly, I recieved many many comments and opinions!
Some were good, some were bad, some were so-so.
But the most common one was 'yeah u look weird'
lols. Alan, Joshua and Jefry liked it though.
Although that may not seem to be a good thing.
LOLS!
AND I AM SO GLAD WAN ZHEN(LIFE SAVIOR)CUT HER HAIR TODAY TOO!
wahahaha. At least I dun have to walk this alone. (haha say until like some tragedy happened liddat)

Then, during Amaths lesson, my nose started to bleed.
A LOT.
Then the stupid St.John guy(kkw) on my left didn't even noticed.
He just kept yawning during elaine lam's lesson(her last day leh!how can liddat!)..LOLS!(but he got help me a little aso la)
But whatever. I was like desperately trying to take down notes and stop the bleeding at the same time
But I realised it was impossible cuz it just wouldn't stop and I was busy pulling out tissues from my pocket.
Stupid ZhengYan is crazy.
He started exclaiming in this dreadful manner,' Blood! omg blood! Im gonna die..'
-.-
Like me bleeding has anything to do with him.
haha..

After Amaths lesson, Mingli accompanied me to the toilet.(:
some e4 girls were there(they going for PE).
Thanks to those who showed concern!

AND PAK MENG IS MY ANOTHER LIFE SAVIOR!=D
She didn't go for her PE, and stayed in the toilet with me till the bleeding stops.
Then, she took me down to the canteen and let me drink a cup of SALTWATER.
Lemme tell you, every sip is pure torture!
haha but it did help me bring down the heat in my body(I was too heaty!), and I sort of crave for it now......
She took me to the St.John's room and prepared chill water for me, soaking two small towels in the basin and then wrapping it arnd my neck from time to time.
So we stayed in the room and chit-chat until the next period(I missed history!).
haha if not for pak meng, I would be a mess.
Now that's what I call a good St.John-nist. Or sth like that.
Unlike someone..*uhem*..*uhem*
LOLS ok kidding.
but anyway, THANKS MENG!(:

Ok so btw, I should'nt be sitting here complaining how bad my day is because, the problems I face now is NOTHING compared to the problems some teenagers face in their own poor country!
Or the teenagers who lived in a country which is currently at war!
And here I am, yakking away about my stupid hair and eyes and nose plight(wah suay)!
I should be ashamed of myself!!
haha.. SO.. I SHALL NOW COUNT MY FORTUNES INSTEAD OF MY MISFORTUNES!
lemme seeeeeee... what things that occur today makes it 'A GOOD DAY'?
erm..

1. I scored pretty fine for my emaths test...
2. Mr Lee didn't say anything about my hair...Thank goodness!
3.Wan Zhen lent me Volume 3 and 4 of 'Ouran High School' comic book! =D
4. There is supposed to be CLDDS after school today and it was cancelled!(actually I didn't even know that there is CL today'=.=)
5. Elim didn't catch me for my hair? (i dun think she saw it anyway.....)

So yep!

ONE SHOULD BE SASTIFIED WITH WHAT ONE HAS AND NOT BE PERTUBED WITH WHAT ONE WANTS.
waahahahahahhaha!=D

Today's Miss Lam's last day of school with all of us.
'She seems so happy to go.
hahahhaha..
She wrote on the board,
'Te Quiero y Le Faltere'

I love you and we'll meet again. ( I think)
How sweet..(:

P.S You know, I realise I haven updated my profile since the day I used Blogger. LOLS.=X so I shall update it soon. Some of the things inside are crap. xD

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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