inyourdreams- - Woohoos! I'm going to Zhonghua's 90th anniversary celebration tomorrow. Perfect. I'm dying of excitement.dying ... I actually intended to go to Malaysia with my family instead. Budden the trip was apparantly cancelled, so I was thinking,' I'll just go and get it over with lar.' Save me from all the explanation if I didn't go. Mr Lim taught us some useful vocab words today, so I thought I'll put them into good use.=D I'm dreading Miss Tan's verbose speech tomorrow as I am certain it will all just be some garrulous talk that is as boring and uninteresting as a banal talk with an aquaintance, I'll rather she be laconic instead. HEHEE. CHIM RIGHT! WAHAHAHA. XD GO GO CHECK YR DIC! lols OK LA just wanna chou mei myself abit, haven been doing that for quite awhile I realise.x)
- Ok so anyway, do you ppl watch the 9.00pm show FA TING QIAO JIA REN? It's pretty decent and I thought I'll now dedicate my 1hour time every weekday to watch that show, until I realised he was acting in it. yes he. HE, THE MONKEY! VERY PISSED OFF. WHY IS MEDIACORP DOING THIS? CAN'T THEY SEE HE LOOKS LIKE A MONKEY REINCARNATED AND SPEAKS IN AN DISGUSTING MANNER THAT IS MEANT TO SOUND MANLY?CAN'T THEY SEE HE OVERACTS AND LIKES TO WEAR UGLY SHIRTS WITH A PINK TIE THAT SUPPOSEDLY IS TO MAKE HIM LOOK MORE SMART AND KOREAN-ISH?URGH.GET OFF MY TV SCREEN ALREADY! If you all haven get the message yet, YES HE IS ONE OF MY MOST HATED MEDIACORP ARTISE. I don't make an effort to remember his name. I have always regarded him as Monkey. I am terribly sorry to gross you ppl out with this monkey face. But I got to make my point.
He can't act. He overacts. He keeps his hair that long and dye it this colour to make him look more shuai, like those korean shuai ges you see in korean dramas. Except that he don't look like a single one at all. He looks more like a monkey with that golden mane. He makes the biggest effort to wear something that makes you wanna have a second look. But all he gets from me is a second eyeball-rolling and immediate turnoff. Gosh I hate him so much everytime he appears I just walk away, or started scolding non-stop. lol. I sound so mean but c'mon, people who looks terrible should just admit that fact and be himself, at least people won't hate him that much. Instead, he tries to portray a shuai ge image whenever possible. Zuo ren yao you zi zhi zi ming. LOOK, JUST LOOK, AT THE ABSOLUITE DIFFERENCE! NEVER, I REPEAT, NEVER! WOULD HE BECOME SOMEONE LIKE HIM! He doesn't even need to make the effort to look good! and look at that monkey. -.- Hell of a difference. OKAY so on a lighter note, My Lovely Sam Soon is really nice!=D It's kinda meaningless and silly at times but it's okay. At least the guys in the show acts naturally. lol ok ok.
Okay something random! I dreamt of Paul Twohill!(: hahahaha. yes yes! He appeared in my house! I forgot most of my dream but it's something like this la. Cuz my mum, who is working, brought her friend, who is friends with Paul, who comes along, home by the car she drives.[my mum doesn't even drives btw] So I when I saw Paul sitting at my living room, I was pretty shocked and ask him what he was doing here. lol. then talk talk and the next scenario was that he was at my bedroom. PLEASE dun think crooked thank you. I dun dream of such stuff okay. haha He was listening to my zen, which is connected to my two football speakers. and cuz I heard that it was a chinese song[SHE's Ring Ring Ring fyi], so I went to off my zen, thinking that he doesn't listen to mandopop. But he turns arnd and says he does! So yeah. Then talk talk talk. I can't rmb anymore. hahahaa. What an amusing dream.(: - P.S The I LOVE YOU? thing on top is not typed by me btw.=D no way.
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
LOOK, JUST LOOK, AT THE ABSOLUITE DIFFERENCE!