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Zhuan Shu Tian Shi
Friday, February 23, 2007 10:22 PM

Currently playing: 专属天使 -tank

我不会怪你对我的伪装


天使在人间是该藏好翅膀

人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良

怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖

你总能平复我不安的夜晚

不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光

我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的
专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个
专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量

我一定也会像你一样飞翔

你想去的地方就是我的方向

有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的
专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个
专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现

我一定还在沉睡

绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的
专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个
专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望



Lyrics nice?=)
OF COURSE. =D


And guess what?
THE MV IS SO MUCH BETTER!
ELLA AND WU ZUN K*****!



hehehe so happy! And the part where wuzun fought to protect ella is soooo touching!(:
Luckily it's ella and not anybody else.
I think they make a perfect pair!xD

Lols okay the following will be my rantings on topics related to the above. If not interested, don't leave! Just minimize this screen so at least you can still hear my NICE blog song! MWAHAHAHA.

Today I went with fio, who just came back from HK[and bought soveneirs for me! hehehe!] to Comics Collection at Hougang Mall.
I bought three of those stickers which resembles what lynette brought to school today of fei lun hai and also a mini keychain of wuzun!=D=D=D
Wanted to buy S.H.E's picture card and fei lun hai's big poster but nt enough money.=(
wahaha nevermind! My birthday is coming.. so y'all should know what to do*uhem*.
LOL okok..
Anw! Did have you all been following 花样少年少女(Hana Kimi) ???
DAMN FUNNY RIGHT ! =D
Plus alot of lame scenes but you still watch it!
wahahaha..
Okay if you dun den,
WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU?
DON'T YOU HAVE A LIFE?
SUCH A FUNNY SHOW WITH CUTE CHARACTERS AND YOU WOULD RATHER STUDY/SLEEP/ EAT/SURF THE NET??
PLEASE LAR!
GET A LIFE!

lols hahahah OKAY im kidding.. -.-
Anw, the show's on from monday to friday, channel U at 7.00pm SHARP to 8.00pm SHARP.
haha.. just in case you wanna know.

Okay now to school topics.
I brought back zhengyan's terrapin today.
Actually I offered to bring back linyu's terrapins but edmund beat me to it.=/
but nvm. I shall try my best to take care of this poor one I have now.
Hais. It looks abit sick leh..

becuz why leh?
Becuz of its' heartless owners!

Don't bother to change the water! Stinks like hell!
Don't bother to buy another can of turtle food! Starve them!
Animal cruelty!
lols. That's why need KIND and HELPFUL people like me to take care of them.. tsk tsk..
LOL. Scarly monday I bring back to school and it dies.=X

CHOY!

P.S thank you mingli for sending me the song!(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:
Sunday, February 18, 2007 12:28 AM
























Look into my eyes. Your soul is stained with the blood of the innocent. Feel their pain..



MWAHAHAHA !
Introducing my friend, the HOT AND HANDSOME GHOST RIDER! xD
Catch him in cinemas as he turns on the heat this feb!



hehehe.. Went to catch it with e2 ppl on friday after CNY celebration*yawns* in school.
They had to wait 45 mins for the bio people, which includes me, so sorry!
haha so we went to bugis, all 18 of us crammed into a bus and yakking away. I think the bus driver hates us.
Lol.
Wanzhen joined us at bugis and we were stuck between watching EPIC MOVIE and GHOST RIDER.[MORBIT is NC16!! Urgh!!]
So ghost rider it is when some of us thought epic movie has somehow, from the poster, ridiculous plot and meaningless themes.
So we bought 15 tickets and cuz me and cinny were in a rush to buy the tickets and get it over and done with, since the movie was starting soon, I didnt really went to think of what kind of movie GHOST RIDER is.
So after buying the ticket it suddenly striked me and I was like cursing underneath my breath cuz I haven seen a horror film for at least a year!
hahaha.. with no choice, I was forced to enter the theatre with 14 other brave souls.
Turns out the movie is kinda lame.
LOLS.
Some parts were scary[to me la], like when their faces start to crack and their pupils ends up in flames.
But it was overall okay and I want to appluad myself for sitting through the entire movie without shutting my eyes[okay.. only once, when this guy was getting tortured and his eyes becomes two black holes]!
hahaha.. anw, Nicholas Cage[starring ghost rider] is good so go catch it!=D
























Some of us went to take neoprints after that.
IMAGINE: 9 people squeezed into a neoprint station, bearing with the sweat and overpowering body heat and ordour[not from us, from the previous users who apparantly takes off their shoes and takig neos with their bare feet for which the reason I really cant fathom], while trying to smile happily for the camera.
lols taking neoprint is damn easy I tell you, esp. when you have someone breathing down yr neck every 5 seconds.[sense the sacarsm].
hahaha but it was also quite fun cuz everyonewas talking at the same time and no one could predict when the machine will 'ka cha!'
haha.. luckily the pictures we chose out of 9 I think had all of us inside, tho worst being oswell, having only his left half profile on almost every picture.
wahaha.. and the neoprit deco after that.. err nevermind.
(:
Then walked arnd for abit, chit-chat at KFC for abit, goofing arnd in the bus for abit, den went home!

P.S. unluckily for me, I had an unpleasant experience in the theatre. Shall not elaborate.=(

Happy Valentines! :D
Thursday, February 15, 2007 5:58 PM

heheh so happy ytd got goodies and chocolates to eat!
Thank you to those who gave me snacks!
and to fio and teddy for flowers. They made my day!
LOL I didnt force you okay!
I feel so guilty cuz I nv prepare anything. Actually I wanted to make
jellies to bring to school and share de. But not enough time.=(
haha nvm will find time to make and then bring to school. (:
I think everyone was so sweet on that day. hahaha..
Gideon was giving flowers to some girls[LOL!] and friends from diff. classes come to yr class specially to give you sweets. =) aww...
haha..
But sadly, I witnessed a break-up on valentines day.=X
this guy and girl were standing outside my classroom.
The girl was crying and the guy was rumored to be scolding her after she tugged on his school shirt.-.-
Didn't see what happened, just knew that they have been standing there for at least 30 minutes not moving, except for the lips la.
hahaha and all those kapo ppl were staring at them from the second floor...
lols. Aiyo want to break then hurry up break la. tuo tuo ma ma de waste time.
haha okay not trying to be mean but dey shld know their attracting alot of attention.
Then later on when I went to the bus interchange to wait for the bus, I saw them again.
Together. But can sense that they are not happy. -.- Take so long to break.
haha anw none of my business. I am not so kapo wan lor..

Went to cut my hair ytd too.
haha! Today I came to school and no one said anything about my hair to me!
LOL cuz I gotta admit it's not obvious at all la.. only abit shorter and thinner at the back, trimmed a lttle..xD
Then after that I went for early reunion dinner.-.-
lols. Got nice food to eat again! wahahaha.
Becuz of the dinner I didnt go for the hip hop workshop.
RAIN'S TEACHER LEH!!
haha must quote huiting,' Aiya also not rain..'
lol. but it's so cool to have a korean dance teacher can!
hehehe.. Den today I got ONE demerit point for not going.
wth? But miss ting said maybe I wun get demerit after all since I have a reason.
aiya dunno la. I so guai one, nv have detention before lor.
mwahahaha! Envious right!
lols say until I'm the only one nv have detention before.

Later channel U got HANA KIMI episode 1!!!
HEHEHEHE! MUST WATCH! at 7!
lols ppl around me have already watched long ago via youtube or vcd alr I now den watch.
den sommor I 8 o'clock got tuition leh. So can watch for arnd 30mins plus plus only.
=(
Nvm got youtube!
=D
Okay crap.

2e2 outing 2moro! xD
Movie and steamboat!
Hopefully more people will turn up, den no leng chang.
But the suay thing is, my bio ssp postponed to 2moro leh!
WALAO DAMN PISSED.
Last year teacher's Day also liddat! Hai wo go back to primary school late and missed some of my friends.. =(
the teachers shouldn't deprive us of our childhood lor.
45 mins of ssp, paiseh if you all have to wait for us 2e2 bio ppl.

OKAY OKAY END OF POST! SEVEN O'CLOCK ALREADY! WOO!=D

hehehe! A new skin again! FEAT ELLA AND WU ZUN.
Saturday, February 10, 2007 1:28 PM

Wu Zun and Ella! Two of my most favourite people! =D
Realise I keep changing skins but yet nv blog much.
haha..

I really can't stand that mrs see lor.
I think if she continues not to do anything about her teaching methods or her fashion sense the whole class will fail emaths.
lols. I mean, what's with that mesh of hair covering part of her forehead?
It doesn't even counts as a fringe!
A mesh, where bees build their hive.
haha then her face hor..
only one simple word to describe:

SIAN.

Now I finally now the full definiton of SIAN.
She's a living example. =x
Everytime she walks into class, the whole class atmosphere immediately dropped to an irritable sian-ness lor.

haha.. it's so obvious la. Dunno whether she aware of not.
lols. Then she will plug her stupid laptop to show us her internet examples while we sit there and do nothing except for watch and listen.
This kind of teaching method is so outdated can!
What happened to making lessons ALIVE?
how come everyone look like they're some living dead?
hahaha.. but we wun be so stupid as to fail emaths because of her.
She cant teach is we suay lor. Hopefully one day she wakes up and decide
to go for a HAIRCUT, a FASHION MAKEOVER, and to CHANGE HER TEACHING METHOD.
wooo! will that day ever come?
xD

no more yellow office wear and beige long pants for me! *groans*

War and Beauty. AND 'O' LEVEL HMT!
Friday, February 09, 2007 10:51 PM

Posting during the commercial of War and Beauty. =D
Last two episodes already! Plot getting scarier and more scheming!
Mwahahaha.. So exciting.
LOL.
I think, after faithfully following this show[most of the times], it should be called, 'Love and Beauty' instead.
haha cuz the imperial concubines, the empress and the imperial lady are all competing and plotting against each other to get close to that old emperor.
Actually it's not because they love him, duh, but more or their own ulterior motives of trying to climb to the top of the ladder.
Speaking of the emperor, I think he must be laughing to himself the entire show.
LOL. Just have to do a bit of court scenes, and the rest are either bed scenes or some other scenes involving an affair with him and a concubine.-.-
Shuang right, zhuan dao lor.
hahaha.. or maybe we should call it 'Sex and Beauty'.
=X lol kidding la.

wah today I came home and put this new karaoke vcd into my player,
it turns out that the songs can be sung but the MV is replaced by pictures of scenery and animals!
GRRRRR!
Imagine me being all excited, waiting for the MV of 'Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo' by Jolin and David Tao to come out and instead, have to sing to a wide grassland, some old ancient buildings in China, and flowers and trees.
ALL THE MVS ARE LIKE THAT!
QIAN LI ZHI WAI, TA MEI LI, SAN GUO LIAN, SHEN HUA, CHU DIAN[S.H.E LEH! WALAO!], AI KU GUI, CAO2 CAO1... and many many more including guo mei mei's 'BU PA BU PA'. -.-
spoiled my mood lor.
And no, I didnt buy this vcd from any illegal shops selling pirated and cheap vcds.
I bought it from this shop near my house which sells zhen ban dvds and vcds, but also vcds such as this that are imported,I think, from China.
Propaganda.
really! like all the MVs are all mostly vidoes of China's beauty spots.
hais.. and Jolin's 'WU NIANG' MV was replaced by a video regearding the SEA LIFE.
They showed me a whale swimming among a school of tiny fishes.
AN UGLY BIG WHALE.
=( I got so scared I couldn't get myself to even sing the first line.
lols really. some sort of phobia I guess.
AIYA I LEARNT MY LESSON ALREADY LA!
=( sian. cheat me of my money and my time.
Think I spend $6.90 to buy a vcd about plant, sea, and animal life!?!?!
I would rather see real human beings, SINGERS to be exact. Like S.H.E OKAY!
ok la dun say le. gettin more agitated.
hahaha.

I cried in school today.
They all la! All so nervous, make me until so nervous too.(:

Five days before today they all already start to worry about the hmt 'O' Level
results.At that time I was juist totally calm can. I didnt even feel the slightest anxiousness!
Then until today, I woke up in the morning and thought, 'DIE. 'O' LEVELS DAY.'
lols. Then start to feel a little bit nervous, even tho we're only waiting for the results of one measly subject.-.-
Still.. it's important la.
And the time spent in the hall waiting to see my results was one of the most nerve-wreaking moments of my life.
I just felt like asking THP to shut up about her speech and just let the teachers show us the results already!
TOOK ONE HOUR PLUS[I think] BEFORE WE KNOW THE RESULTS CAN.
Sit down der until leg pain. Have no choice but to mutter glibberish to linyu so as to calm myself down.
I remembered me joining forces with Qing Ting to scold Linyu for looking so relaxed when everyone was so
anxious.
hahaha he wu yuan wu gu get scolded, then sommor insulted by us.
LOL. sorry la.

okay so anw, damn happy I got an A1 !!! =D
So cried again.-.-[I think Lao Cai was saying something to me but in my tears of joy I didnt hear what she was saying]
Then afterwards, I see fio cry then I started crying too.
hais.
Hope she feel better now ba. Today she was really very depressed.
Not used to seeing her like that. =(
girl must jia you ok, still got long way to go, not the end yet.=)
cheer up and we work hard together!!!(:

Okay ending of post le. Had a long and tiring day.

P.S NEW YEAR IS COMING! THAT MEANS........ HONG BAOS!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA! XD

S.H.E and Fahrenheit RAWKS!=D
Friday, February 02, 2007 5:29 PM

DAY OF S.H.E CONCERT+ FIONA'S BIRTHDAY!

1st scenario:






We were at Cineleisure KBOX celebrating fion's birthday. The four of us were talking about Fahrenheit[fei lun hai], this new boyband, when Corine suddenly says,'eh just now that guy who walked past our room look like he's from Fel Lun Hai de leh. Sommor still got three more guys walking behind him.'
LOL naturally we didnt believe her right!
But from the commotion outside, we went to kapo and found out that Fei Lun Hai was there in KBOX! But we didnt manage to see them. Assuming that they had left, we went back to sing.

2nd scenerio:

Corine and I were singing Wu Ke Qun's 'Jiang Jun Ling' when this time, all four of us saw Fei Lun Hai walked past our door again!!! They are so tall! Me and Corine practically screamed in the mic and me, in my hurry to get outside, toppled over a glass of ice lemon tea.-.- At the end we only managed to catch a few glimpse[too many fans blocking!] before they really left. =( If we were not obstructed by someone sitting at the further end of the couch, we could have open the door quicker and knocked right into them!=(=(=( Feeling dejected, me and corine went back inside our room. -.-

I dont' even know how that scream came about! It surprised me you know, cuz before that I didnt even idolise Fei Lun Hai lor. hahaha.. but now I do! Not like to a very huge extent la.. but their songs are very nice. Especially AI DAO! I can hear it on repeat for the entire day. :D And hor, WU ZUN and



ARRON YAN YA LUN is CUTE OKAY! Stupid chia how.


















Wu Zun is the one with the shortest hair and Arron is the one sitting directly in front of him!:D



SHUAI ANOT? YES! A bit beng, but still cute what.(:







Wu Zun- Girly features! Omg those eyes... =p







































AAAAAAAAH! Even Chia How admits he's cute can.-.-

hahaha.. wah if my boyfriend looks like this ar...*starts to daydream*

LOL. Cannot cannot, if he looks like this comfirm got alot of girls vie with me de, like Qing Ting or Jie Ying.

hahaha.. not so easy okay!

lol walao.. -.-



k so anw, even though I missed them at KBOX, I was still going to catch them later on cuz they were guests for S.H.E concert! :D


S.H.E concert!!

S.H.E concert!!!


Mwahahahaha!



S.H.E CONCERT!



WOOHOO! ROCKS! S.H.E ROCKS! ELLA ROCKS!


When they make their entrance, I had a sudden adrenaline rush and my body immediately has this tingling sensation. Then my hands started shivering! Tried to sms but it was too hard! It was like trembling and I couldn't make it stop. Was so excited! I really can't describe the feeling and I dun think I can forget it either.

I think that's the good thing about concerts. It's so different from watching yr idols on tv and actually seeing them LIVE. for many good hours.(:

Then slowly, everyone calmed down and started to wave yr light sticks.

I dun have one so I used my hands.

And lemme tell you, when the light is only concentrated at the stage and the rest of the stadium is black but dotted with light sticks, it is absolutely beautiful.=D

And yes of course, we screamed every 1 minute or so. Surprised I didn't lose my voice. haha..

I bought the $24 S.H.E concert @ HK alr. But sadly, it doesn't have the part where Selina's black skirt dropped , revealing her safety shorts[wei shen ku]!

LOL. Only at the concert in Singapore! And her figure is hawt!

wahahaha.. Alll the guys in the stadium were drooling like mad.xD

I heard one guy stood for whole 3 hours straight at the $148 seating area.

hahaha.. wah the fan sitting behind him must be cursing all the way.

SIAN! Buy the most expensive ticket and then come see butt!

lols.

I stood up at some parts of the concert too, like when stephanie sun sang Di Yi Tian[First Day] with S.H.E. Very high!

Then when the concert ended, we started encor-ing, and as expected, S.H.E came out again, singing 'Superstar'.

After that they finally waved goodbye. Yet those fans continued encor-ing again and again!

haha.. I can see the all the gong zuo ren yuan there clearing the stage and packing all the equibment alr.. but they were still encor-ing and chanting,' S H E! S H E!'

LOL.

haha.. S.H.E should have alr left the place as fast as possible so as to not clash with the fans waiting outside.

They were in a hurry to come to my house to stay overnight.

We played hai dai quan and sang songs till 12 midnight.=D

-.- okay im deluding myself.


You ppl must be sick of all these idol drama..

hehehe.


P.S








I was at the interchange waiting for the bus today when this girl, who is older than me, approached me and introduced herself as Linda. She held a pack of cards and asked to play a game with me, promptly sitting down by my side and also requested for my name.

She looked harmless. I said 'Felicia'.. and she showed me the cards, all with many diff. numbers on them.

She says she can read my mind if I chose a number in my head and then go along with the game.

But she didn't get a chance to 'read my mind' because I told her I knew the trick behind the game alr. lols, I had learnt it in primary school. So she laughed and says regretfully,' You know the magic!' Then she flipped one card over, revealing a picture of a globe and two huge hands holding it. 'What do you see?' 'Err.. A globe?' 'Yes a globe.. what else do you see in this picture?' 'these two hands beside it' 'yes, two huge hands. Whoose hands do you think they belong to? issit my hands? Or whoose is it?' I pondered for awhile, thinking this was some trick question. 'Erm..Jesus Christ?' She gave me a look of amusement and says,'why do you think so?' 'Because he's all big and controls everything on earth....' She was about to say more when I noticed bus 82 was ready to leave. So I waved her goodbye with a friendly smile and got up the bus. She smiled and said byebye back, looking abit lost.

....

what a weird experience. =)

WELCOME:)


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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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