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Sunday, March 25, 2007 12:14 PM

yes people, on the 23rd of March 2007, the last day of the Learning Carnival, under the ears of Mingli, Jiaming, Lynette and Wanyi, I said that I am going to jie4[kick the habit] my craving for bubble tea for 2 whole months.
This is especially hard since I crave for bubble tea every single day.
The reason I want to jie4 such a wonderful drink is because I heard long ago that it causes cancer.
GASP. I DONT WANT TO DIE.
-.-
anw, today after tuition fiona tried to tempt me to buy bubble tea with her AGAIN.
lols. it's two days after my resolution and am I going to just forget about it?
OF COURSE NOT!
I AM DETERMINED!
...
but very hard leh!
I watched people drink and suck the pretty sweet pearls up and chew chew chew before swallowing it, and I feel a pang of sadness.
lols.
AND NOW... I THINK I CAN NO LONGER FEEL THAT WAY CUZ AFTER AN INDEPTH WEBSITE SEARCH....
I FOUND THIS!
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Question:
I would like to know if drinking milk bubble tea is harmful to health and how much calories does each cup contains. Is the pearls in the bubble tea high in calories?

Answer:
Most bubble tea, also known as pearl tea, tapioca tea, boba, milk tea and zhen zhu nai cha, contains brewed black or green tea, tapioca pearls, milk and honey or sugar. Some of them are blended with fruit juice and other flavourings as well. I do not see that any of the above ingredients being harmful as long as they were handled hygienically.

The amount of calories will depend the size of your cup and also the type of milk bubble tea you order. One source gives the calories for a basic milk bubble tea with tapioca pearls at about 360 calories per 16 oz cup. Rumour has it that 7 pearls are about 100 calories and there are about 30 pearls in a drink. That makes each serving of bubble tea fairly high in calories when you compare it to a cup of regular milk tea which is only 60 calories per cup!
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AHA!
ASIDE FROM TAKING IN 3000++ calories, it is not harmful!!!!!
right?
RIGHT??
so this is what I do okay.
Since I dont want to become fat and I dun wan to die,
I will still drink it say, maybe once a month[or a week?] la, just dun drink every single day.
hehehehe..
bubble tea here I come! xD

P.S my birthday is 2moro and I am stuck at home doing hmk and studying for stupid amaths test.=(

bummer.
Thursday, March 15, 2007 9:12 PM

Came to school 30 mins after 8, thinking I was terribly late for bio ssp and was going to get a tongue-lashing from SL.
Arriving at 4e5 I saw many people sitting on the benches outside and napok told me that bio ssp WAS CANCELLED.
-.-
Apparently the news was just fresh because everyone was still grumbling and starting to put their stuff back into their bags.
hahaha we all felt so dumb. Waking up so early in the morning and rushing to school just to sit in a classroom for 30 mins[except for me.hehe] and then go home.
Aiya but I worse than them can, I still have to stay back to meet erika,xing hui,rebekah and tobias for the debate preparations at 9.
hais no choice, monday is the debate already and tobias is pretty compeititive too.
lols. Alan, wanyi and aslam coincidently came at the same day as us too and can you imagine the compeitiveness when each of our teams were in comp lab rooms directly next to each other!
haha no la not really much tension going on.. only one time when alan came inside our room without knocking and attempted to see what we were writing on the board with the excuse of 'borrowing a marker'.
LOL.

Anw, let me relate to you all this stupid time where I was running late for tuition.
I walked towards the bus stop just in time to see bus 82 leaving.
So I ran as fast as my legs could carry me[LOL so primary school] towards the damn bus and as I was approaching the bus door it closed on me!
I tried desperately to make eye contact with the dumb driver, who was stupidly looking to his right for no apparent reason.
When he still didnt see me I banged my fist on the bus door, AND HE STILL DIDNT RESPOND, and stupidly drove off.
THIS IS JUST PURE SUAY-NESS I TELL YOU.
I felt so humiliated and embarrassed standing at the roadside like some rejected kid.
I started cursing the bus driver continously, like it would help.
Then later on in the day, I had my second time at chasing after a bus[TWO TIMES IN A DAY!?!WTH!].
This time, the bus driver was smarter. He saw me running and opened the door for me.
And I was panting like mad by then.
Seriously, I think nowadays bus drivers are getting real irritating.
I've had encounters with rude bus drivers who doesn't use manners to remind me to not leave my drink at in their bus.
They give me this irritated face and tone like I AM GOING TO DO JUST THAT.
They cant just judge all students just because some inconsiderate tennager left his/her drink ore food in their precious bus.
Bus drivers are not as courteous as they are these days.
=(

OKAY ENOUGH. BYE!

OLD VEGETABLE.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 6:29 PM

whatthehell la.
Today stinks man.
I woke up with this freaking bad headache and dragged myself to school for eng and hmt ssp.
HMT SSP is just another session for that stupid old vegetable to vent her anger and spread her deprssion around.
As if I wasn't feeling like dying already.
I walked into room, which is supposed to be air-conditioned but it isnt, and she gives us THE FACE again.
Long as a cucumber, black as black holes.

Excuse me but she should feel really honoured that I chose to attend her useless SSP instead of just going home to nurse my headache.
So as I was saying, she was on her usual self again, picking on all of us with that sarcastic and irritating tone of hers.
I really cant stand her anymore.
I dun even think she can stand herself.
Everytime she comes into class with that sulky face we all knew that she is going to waste our time again.
For almost two periods she'll scream and yell like some childish kid deprieved of love and then bang her fists and books forcefully onto the teacher's table.
HELLO SHE JI SUI LE?
HAI ZHANG BU DA!
It's like, we dont even give a damn what she does with her body lor.
We didn't even offend her in any way can.
During the two whole periods, almost nobody uttered a word.
We all just sit there with our sian faces, hearing her utter nonsensical rubbish again, and then BLAMING US for wasting her time.
whoose wasting whoose time may I ask?
And obviously, OV looks down on our class and e6 can.
She always compare us with e1, blah blah blah.
PLEASE LA YOU BIAS PIECE OF FAT SHIT, everything we do is wrong already what.
Even if we do something right, under yr eyes it'll still be wrong.
So what's the point?
You come to class complaining and whining about having sooo many things to do, so many stuff the school wants her to settle, then push ALL the blame on us, accusing us of causing her to sleep only THREE hours per night, marking our assignments and papers.
HA!
Allow me to laugh.
3 hours?
YEAH RIGHT.
If she sleeps three hours everynight she wouldn't even have the strength to walk, let alone bang her fists so strongly against the table!
*rolls eyes*
Someone needs to give a call to the IMH, tell them to prepare a room or sth.
I mean, seriously la!
She even admits to e1 that she has depression can.
Then may I ask what the hell are you doing in school teaching?
You should be off seeing a counsellor or getting some therapy what!
Why come to achool everyday with that agonized face and terrorize us?
We are not your punching bag and we DO NOT DESERVE being verbally abused every single day of our school life!
I can assure you, if she continues giving her so much unneccesary stress and problems, she'll either end up in IMH or end up bleeding to death through self-mutilation.
You know something?
I used to respect her a lot.
Last year I thought she was the most responsible and the best chinese teacher who have ever taught me.
boy, was I downright wrong.
She did'nt give us the respect we deserve so can she blame us for returning her favour?
What? Are we supposed to shoulder the blame for everything, even when it has nothing to do with us?
The fact that she's still single, is growing old, having menopause and pms, is growing fatter and have an upset hormonal balance, OUR FAULT???
Okay I know I sound very rude here but she has driven me to it, like how she drives all of us to madness each day.
I just feel very sad and pity for her, that she is unable to seperate personal problems with her work, and fail to do her duty as a teacher.
She says she must have murdered someone in her previous life, that's why she becomes zhonghua's and 4e5 and 6's hmt teacher this life.
She says we do not even the right to help her carry her books down to the teacher's staff room[who wants to??] because she denies our such right.
She says she wants to gen wo men WAN DAO DI, even if she were to sleep TWO hours a day she will PEI WO MEN WAN DAO DI. Excuse me but who is playing with her? She thinks too much la.
When Mr Lee has this terrible flu, he continued his lesson normally with his usual snide jokes while comically using the same tissue over and over again to blow his nose, and so we offered him tissue.
But when OV cries and everyone is thinking,' not again', she has to ask us for tissue because nobody bothered to offer her.
how pathetic.
OH YA THEN THERE'S THIS VERY FUNNY THING.
Everytime I think of it I'll laugh.
Cuz got one time she was as usual, shrieking at us, lashing out all our bad points while flipping through our pink files.
The more she flipped, the more angry she got.
And at the boiling point when she saw germaine's file cover, she suddenly screamed,' AND MY NAME IS MS CHUA! NOT MS CHAI!', then flinging the file onto the floor.
LOLOLOLOLOL!
I tell you that scenario is so damn funny, everyone wanted to burst out laughing but couldn't.
hahaha then got another part before that, where calvin and gid wanted to enter the class to get their books and she yelled at them to get out.
But I think calvin didn't hear her so something so he asked a second time, meanwhile smiling away even tho OV's face is already as black as shit.
So OV screamed again, telling him as he walked away nonchalently, 'GO DIE LA! SMILE WHAT SMILE!'
LOLOLOLOLOL!
She's really crazy already I tell you.
LAO CAI IS SIAO.






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Saturday, March 10, 2007 12:41 AM

THE HOLIDAYS.
FINALLY.

Class Tee.=(
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 12:17 AM

Was really pissed at alan today.=/

He handed to us our class jerseys and imagine my dismay when I saw, in white bold font, a
FELI
on the back of the jersey.
I was fuming with anger because apparently, I wrote down FEL on the slip of paper passed to alan and now he claims that I wrote FELI, hence the nic.
I am so sorry but I absolutely cannot accept this accusation.
I vividly remember me grumbling as I wrote down FEL on the slip of paper that I cannot think of a more interesting nic, than handing it over to alan.
Either he's eyesight's getting worse or someone sabotage me by adding an I at the back of my nic.
In either case, it can never be my fault because I am 100% certain that I didnt write FELI.
Not that I'm saying FELI sucks.
It's just that obviously, FELI is felicia heng's nic, and FEL is MINE.
LOOK AT MY TAGBOARD.
LOOK AT MY MSN NIC.
ALL WITH THE NIC 'FEL' THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
And I didn't pay a freakin' $30 for a jersey that has a major error on it.
DAMMIT.
Maybe alan you think that I'm blowing things out of poportion, brushing it off saying,' what's the difference? Fel and Feli, almost the same what.'
It is NOT THE SAME.
Aside from the sense of identity with FEL as mentioned above, it is pretty obvious that these two words have different pronounciation.
For example if I were to add an A to the back of ALAN, thus becoming ALANA, issit the same?
NO OF COURSE NOT IT ISNT.
urgh.
So since what's done is done, and alan unapologetically told me it cannot be altered anymore, I decided to just forget it and accept the fact.
I am still considering using my name tag or school leaf to cover the 'I' during Sports Day though.
haha..
And alan, if you are reading this, I noe you are calling me a bitch. Stop it because I am not angry with you AT ALL now[okay maybe a little].
It's probably not yr fault anyway.
probably.
lols.. anw thanks for taking the trouble to help us lah.
Still, please do a better job next time.
LOL.
xD

Okay that's all for today.
In a random note, I have two red sunken 'teeth' marks at my foot.
Caused by a freakin' BIG BLACK ANT.
I've never been bitten by an ant so harshly before and it REALLY HURTS.
I hate ants. really hate them. I hope one day some scientist will invent some chemical that can eliminate ALL THE ANTS in the world.
I don't care if it upsets the eco-system[I dun think it will. ants are pretty useless until they decompose and become nutrients for trees and plants], I want all of them dead and crushed into a zillion pieces.
hahahhaa.. yes I am that evil.

P.S FEILUNHAI made cover on 'U' zhou kan[magazine] and there's an article of them on 'I' zhou kan[magazine] too! =D=D=D

BIO SSP AND NYJC PLAY.
Saturday, March 03, 2007 2:13 PM

Hmm.
Went to attend this NYJC play ytd with fiona.
Cuz it's a cldds thing, so we expected many cl ppl to go.
But at the end only got felicia heng and a few other cldds members.-.-
We saw many students from other jcs and secondary schools in the auditorium.
The play started at around 8 and ended at arnd 10plus, with a 10-min intermission.
Actually it was nothing much. I've seen better plays.=X
Around the end it gets abit draggy and boring.=X
hahaha. But I think the 'actors' and 'actresses' hen gan yan. =)
Especially got this girl act as a secretary, very funny and lame.-.-
Then after that, as fiona and I were starving like mad, we went to eat hor fun at the stall opposite zhonghua.
[dey nv sell yu pian mee fen.=(]
But anw, that's not the point.
The point is.
I.MISSED.HANA.KIMI.TO.COME.WATCH.THIS.PLAY.LEH.
lols. big sacrifice you know!
XD
hais I am such a devoted cldds member..
LOL.
wahaha actually is cuz I can watch what I've missed on youtube.
hehehehe.. =D

Slept late ytd and woke up uber early today for bio ssp.
Seow lan miss us too much.. haha
haha but I think she's a much better teacher dan miss rossiana.=X
At least now I've start to like biology more and more, even tho I always fail my tests.=(
SL actually made learning about PLANTS and their TRANSPORT SYSTEM interesting!
haha.(:

Nowdays feel very tired and sian.
One thing I dislike is to deal with weird people.
I dunno if they can help it that they're weird or not but I can't help myself.
I think im quite mean la but at least I wun like give them a black face or sth.
cuz maybe it's not their fault that they are weird right?
hmm.. by weird I mean..
1]having an abnormal sense of humour. Eg, when something's hilarious, they keep a straight face. When something's only funny or not at all, they have this amused look on their face, coupled with a few unnecessary comments.
2]Talking to you about stuff that are really boring and content-less. But to them it's the funniest thing in the world.[see point 1]
3]some odd habit and actions that makes yr eyebrows raise and make you think,' omg he's weird.'
4] I noticed most weird people have a problem speaking. Sometimes they talk really fast and other times they just keep mum for arnd 5mins or so until they give you a reply, and you thought they didn't hear you clearly enough.
5] They are also mostly guai kias. REALLY guai. and smart too perhaps. weird, wonder if they're lives are any interesting.
Okay whatever.
I dun know why I suddenly bring up this topic of weird people.
Maybe I'm one of them too.
!!!!!
OMGOSH. bu hui ba.. weird people normally dun ask if they're weird anot right?
hahaha right?

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saturday, july 18th, 2009. Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly. Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model. Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt. To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much. Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone. I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride. I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop. 'Smile, even though your heart is aching.' This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial. I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations. Thank you Michael.
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