WOO! Many stuff going on these days.=) Anw the latest is the MEET THE PARENTS thingy. which I think is a big bore. I tio mrs see, and she didnt really say much about me. Just that im a little quiet in class. ha ha ha. of course la, ders nth much to talk about in her lesson what. but anw she's leaving zh for six months and it kinda sucks a bit la. haha even tho she's as boring as a sheet of white paper, and her lessons are dull, we all kinda got used to it after awhile, and actually started to listen to her talk about vectors. then now she says she going for personal reasons[THP! lol], and an expeienced old male teacher will take her place. -.- scarly mr low take over. LOL 4e5 can all commit suicide liao. xD
we went to meet lao cai too. and when she asks me why I did not score so well for hmt, I almost said,' er because my teacher is metally unstable.' but I cant, so i just smiled at her. then she started going on about wanting me to read more chinese books and YOU JIN DE ZUO PIN. HAHAHAHA.. her favourite author in the whole world. I kept smiling and she smiled back. -.- if only she knew why I smile. ahaha.
moving on.. eng lesson on friday was interesting. haha. we were in the com lab and someone sitting arnd my area went to my blog, and conveniently forgot that accompanying my blog comes with the blasting CHAO XI HUAN NI song. lols so mrs tobias was trying to find out who was the one and nobody admitted. she tried interrogating us but to no avail. lol. so she says she will continue with the case next time. -.- and gideon kept telling her,' just forget it mrs tobias, its just a song.' so damn funny la, den mrs tobias kept saying,' why do you wan me to forget it? is the person you?' then gideon kept denying. LOLS. haha frankly I dunno who is the person also. At first I thought it was huiyun and i sommor turn to her and say,'walao huiyun very loud leh.' aha but turns out its not her. hehehe so fun a mystery....
hmmm.. lemme talk about learning carnival. LOLS I now I very lag but whatever la. when we were sitting near the parade square watchin the compeition, something funny and to me, scary, happened. wai hern went to move the potted plant away frm its original position cuz it was blocking his view. and guess what? Underneath the potted plant is a whole nest of disgusting black ants!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! and worse, they started getting confused and ran towards our direction. everyone started screaming and moved away except for WH, who has ants crawling on his leg. =S I WAS SO FREAKED OUT. I had goosebumps on my arms and legs and the hair on my arms all stood. I shall not elaborate on the part where chia how brushed the ants on me childishly. I dun think he know me well enuff to understand that I have a serious fear of ants. I HATE THEM AS MUCH AS I HATE TERENCE CAO. I think even MORE. grrrr.. dun wun to say le!
SHALL TALK ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 26TH OF MARCH.(: Didnt went out to celebrate.=( But quite happy becuz of the pretty presents and cake!=D After school corine and adeline covered my eyes and led me to 4e6 classroom where fio and huiting and tiffany was with the cake. then they started singing bdae song for me.=) I thought it was so damn sweet because frm young I have always wanted to have a surprise birthday cake and I finally got it on my sweet sixteen. =D wahahaah.. and AHA! I CAN WATCH NC16 ALREADY! MWAHAHAHA TOO BAD YOU ALL 15 YEAR OLD KIDS!!! GO WATCH TEENAGE MUTANT NIGA TURTLES LA! LOLS!!! okay kidding kidding.xD Speakin or movies, I went to watch MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY with my brother and my mother last week. LOLOLOL. and it is not funny at all okay. I only laugh OUT LOUD for one part of the movie tads all. I really dun understand why the lady sitting on my left was laughing so hard at all the not-so-funny parts. hahaha maybe my sense of humour is too chim. lol hais 16 yr olds like me shouldn't be watching such movies lar.. too childish alr. LOL! Okay I noe I sound childish.
now I shall talk about sports day. it was a big yawn. The climax of the day was when mrs maybrie ang chai mai mai ran in the pass-the-baton thingy. LOLOLOL. Our whole class stood up and started chanting,'MAI MAI! MAI MAI!' walao.. dunno whether she heard us anot. hahha.. then when mingli and I saw her doing warm-up we started laughing like mad. HAHAHAHA.. cuz its so weird to see yr form teacher do warm-up! LOL. The day ended with a class photo and everyone posing as hitler[raising the arm action].
HAHA SO CUTE! I MEAN ME. lols. xD
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
