听袁惟仁弹吉他 by S.H.E. haha quite lame la, and the whole song is almost all ella talking only. ahaha yayayay ella! :D
五月天 by S.H.E. :D
selina looks super slim now la. haha and prettier, so whats with the last part where ah xin looked relunctant to kiss her or sth? -.- its probably the angle or sth because it doesnt look romantic at all. lol that doesnt even look like a kiss can. omly touching of lips. -.- hahaha but tads okay la, ah xin also not say very shuai. =X haha sorry to ah xin fans!
i really think i am starting to hate hazri. hais, how can i not? he confiscated my zen before, asked to write a 100 times 'i will not bring my zen to school again'[or sth liddat i forgot] before returning it back to me, and recently he came in class during recess, caught me munching on my sandwich and told me to see him after school, which i did, but he wasnt in the office at all. so i had to see him another day and when he finally turned up, he acts all high and mighty, telling me it was my last warning and he doesnt want to see me eating in class again. -.- its just a pathetic sandwich im eating, its not like im having a picnic in class right. a few bites of it and im done with my lunch. so wads his problem? dun tell me i have to walk all the way to the canteen to start eating the sandwich which I brought to school and not even from the canteen, then walk all the way back to class when i could have used all tad time to complete some of my unfinished hmk? okay apparently tads school rules, but really, what harm can a sandwich do? mr wong saw me eating in class before what, he sommor said i have a huge appetide and joked with me in his favourite manderin. lols. seriously, hazri should loosen up la, be more flexible. but i shall try not to hate him for long because its not worth it. i'll just be less responsive in his lesson unless he calls on me.
really, i think i have a problem with teachers nowadays. lols. lao cai is of course not exempted. the recent problem i have with her, apart from her frequtent mood swings, is that her saliva just keeps attacking at me as she wails about her busy and sad life. one time, her saliva landed at my eyelids. MY EYELIDS! GROSS OR NOT? i used the tissue jiaming and mingli passed to me[wahaha thank you thank you!] to blatently clean it away just directly in front of her. and either she didnt see it, or chose not to, because she continued acting emo. aww poor thing. and ytd, she cried again during ssp lesson. and she cried really hard, got sobbing sounds sommor. =x and apparenly we were the reason for her tears, cuz we are so indolent, so useless, so unlike the e1s. dun make me gag please. i really think she's not far away from going mad. and im genuinely concerned for her.*eyes wide open and nods head slowly* haha but really la, she should stop giving herself so much stress. its quite sad la, to see a woman her age breakdown in front of us. we were all quite stunned, even tho it happens almost once a week. lols.
okay moving on. huiting and fiona came my house to play ytd! LOL. :D we sang k, messed around with the pitch of the songs, and crapped during dinner at my house. hehehehe! and tads about all!
on a random note, i realised some ppl arnd me are watching 'shen diao xia nu', which is showing on tv now. mwahaha i got the dvd alr! -.- but i haven watched it yet la. do you guys tink liu yi fei, the nu zhu jiao is pretty? lols. edmund says she is. HAHAHA. okay la i think she quite pretty aso. :) here's her MV! [there's much emphasis on her hair.haha] guys, dun nose bleed hor! XD
this song sounds like an indian song.
P.S does the second mv reminds you of jolin? ;) tads because the dance instrutor who taught her the dance moves is jolin's. oooooh....
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saturday, july 18th, 2009.
Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
