BEETLES ARE GROSS. esp. those greyish medium-sized ones with considerably long legs. yes i just had a very bad encounter with one. i can only say i didnt know i was capable of screaming so loudly since i have a sore throat. i was damn freaked out la!! and i know its still somewhere around, slowly crawling with its skinny legs. urgh!!! hahaha.. ok yes i know im quite a coward.
ANYWAY....
ITS OVER EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!
[once again,those who do nt watch the show may want to skip this following part]
boohoohoo.. herman!!!! hahahha..very sad leh, no more shows for me to look forward to now except for the hk show 'tian ya xia yi', which only airs on weekends.=( pls dun expect me to watch the new show starring terence cao. i cant even stand the sight of him for ONE SECOND, let alone an hour. im afraid i'll really lose control and take something heavy to smash the tv and the neighbours will complain. lols ok so back to the topic.. the last episode of 'falling in love' was TOUCHING !! i cried two times, first was the part where tom asks zihui to stay, and the second was when the daughters getting married and hugged their father. lols. i didnt bawl or anything like that la, just very touched. hahaha..im not that emotional. so anw, i found out two shocking discoveries!
yes obviously tads the sub theme song for the show.. but GUESS WHO IS THE ONE SINGING IT????? . . . . . ITS HERMAN MY FRIENDS!!!
hahaha i was so shocked when i found out! omg then i listened to it again,in a different light, and found the song so much more romantic than before!!!! hahaha.. can u believe its herman[william san]? so weird right..
so this is my second discovery..
william san[herman] is a SINGER! he released one album, called 'Moment' and not only is he a singer..
are you ready?? he's also..
a model, DJ, host and actor[duh] !!!! *eyes pop out*
i just think that he has this very wacko and comical face. lols so shocked to find out tad he's a model. hahahaha very funny cannot stand it!!
lols okok i know im very bo liao laughing over such things. cannot help it.. :D
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hahaha so cute! okok pls bear with me.. i think i will get over it soon.. hahaha..
lastly, this is the mv produced during the walk on tues. hahaha..so fun. its is an indication of my future career as a film director. the female jay chou. lols kidding la.. this is it...(:
nice right? most of them quite sporty. yu chao very fang de kai.. haha..
last but now least, a cool! picture of me taken by mingli. wahahaha.
yoyoyo byebye! :)
the long march
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 6:12 PM
I quite enjoyed the 'long march' ytd.(: hahaha. even tho it was super hot,esp since we[most of us] were wearing black. but its our last class outing! hais feel quite sad. i was talking to my friend on the bus today and after talking to him i feel quite old. lols. cuz now the topics revolving arnd all of us are about our future career choices, our career paths.. not much like last time. its becoming more serious and stuff.. haha..dunno la.
anw, mrs see is back and mr wong is gone! i can only say, good luck to his next batch of students. lols.
we did this on monday i think.. at kovan. its times like this I feel young again.(: hahaha..say until i becoming some old lady. more like feeling childish i think. lols!
its part of lynette's present. I haven done this for such a long time! haha quite fun! :D
ok bye!
down with flu
Saturday, September 15, 2007 1:33 PM
wow i can finally BREATHE. haha. this whole week is crazy, and worse still, im down with this severe flu and i kept sneezing in the hall aka fridge during the last few exams! i brought this extra large-sized packet of tissue to my exams and felt quite embarrassed when mr lee and mr hazri walked down the row and saw all my used tissues sprawled all over the table. lols. but cant help it, really very cold!!! and i went to see the doctor on wed, he said im probably too stress, thus my immune system is low. and then later on jiaming said the same thing. hahaha she can be a doctor alr.
so anw, i really like this song-单身潜逃! its by penny tai, and if u find it familiar its because its the theme song for the 7pm show 'falling in love',a malaysia-singapore remake. :) I think the lyrics are quite deep and strong!
like: 就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧 烧痛了我们就逃 带着现实的铐 摺叠我剩余的微笑 通往没有你的轨道
haha i like such lyrics that makes u imagine the scenarios and stuff like that. oh ya, and the show is quite nice too! :D [warning: those who nv watch the show may like to skip the below part] anw i think its going to end soon since herman has already proposed to zishan[in such a romantic way!!!] and zi si is with the wang li zhe, so left zi hui[jessica liu] and tom. lols cant stand tom. his character is so pathetic even tho you may argue he's just very devoted. seems desperate to me. haha.. ok fine. and i noticed many ppl dun like the zi si aka alice. i thinks she may be a little stiff but okay la.. but the show's quite predictable since the 'couples' are already shown in the beginning of the show. im more interested in how herman and zi shan get together. LOL herman is so funny la! he's not shuai, but he got this wacko face. hahaha.. everytime i see his face and the way he talks i will start laughing. and i think its very romantic that he got stabbed because of zi shan!! haha i know its cliche and everything, but won't you like yr future boyfriend to do that for you[provided he survives] so that you know he means it when he says ' i'll die for you' ? hahaha den you know that you got a good catch alr. lols! okay damn sadistic.
terence cao got a new show coming up soon. i dunno how much he paid the producer this time but i think he should long ago retire and find a wife, if anyone wants him. its just disgusting. btw i would like to share a piece of news that mingli told me. some woman called in to the radio and said she frequently see that monkey going to bars and flirting with women, says he's a womaniser.
yes WOMANISER.
i hear alr i wanna vomit, he really think he very handsome ar? walao eh.. how old alr, got hair problem sommor. please la go look clearly at the mirror, no wonder jacelyn tay didnt want him. yup, thay were once together before. and to think she had better taste! luckily she woke up eventually. yucks once i think that he's acting in that show i feel like puking. he just ruined the whole show and once again i say, he doesnt know how to act!!! he CANT ACT. its not natural and he keeps wearing layers of clothes obviously to deceive everyone into thinking he got a 'muscular' body. *gags* aiya dun wanna say alr, spoil my mood, which is quite good since i finally got the chance to sleep in till 12plus today!!! :D
okay bye!
单身潜逃
我没有你想像中那么 坚强 我只是擅长用微笑去伪装 不是吗 我没有你形容的那么勇敢 我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样 曾经年少轻狂 受了一点伤 我们都是一样 相信永远不远 但坚持却有点难~
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧 烧痛了我们就逃 带着现实的铐 摺叠我剩余的微笑 通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老 老去了谁也得不到 带着我的祈祷 摺叠我累积的问号 开始一次的单身潜逃 ~
我没有你想像中那么 坚强 我只是擅长用微笑去伪装 不是吗 我没有你形容的那么勇敢 我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样 曾经年少轻狂 受了一点伤 我们都是一样 相信永远不远 但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧 烧痛了我们就逃 带着现实的铐 摺叠我剩余的微笑 通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老 老去了谁也得不到带着我的祈祷 摺叠我累积的问号 开始一次的单身潜逃
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧 烧痛了我们就逃 带着现实的铐 摺叠我剩余的微笑 通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老 老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷 摺叠我累积的问号 开始一次的单身潜逃
带着我的祈祷 摺叠我累积的问号 开始一次的 单身潜逃
forced to blog.
Monday, September 10, 2007 11:35 AM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LULU!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, i didnt intend to blog at all today. its because lulu forced me to say this. she asked me to use the largest font and the most contrasting colour to type out my birthday wishes for her. tsk tsk,so thick-skinned. hahaha.. no lar.. i did it willingly... see lulu?i am so kind. (:
and also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OSWELL CHAN!
lols no he didnt force me to say this. im just naturally kind, thoughtful and considerate. hais cant stand myself sometimes. LOL, ok who's the thick-skinned one. but anw oswell, I intended to buy you a SPONGEBOBlantern but decided against it at the end cuz i dunno how im going to carry it to school without people casting weird glances at me and raising their eyebrows. haha so i settled for the spongebob crayons instead. :D I know i know, touched right? wipe the tears away from yr eyes now, you're most welcome. HAHAHAHAHA so bhb la. anw hope u like the present. =)
okay that's all. and happy belated birthday chester chiew. lols. dun say i nv mention yr name okay. haha. (: how come so many people's birthday in this month huh? and i realised those people all very childish. hahahaha. only people whose bdae is in MARCH*ahem ahem* is more mature. LOL.
P.S my history die liao la. i study so many chapts but pian pian come out CHINA, two sommor! hazri is just pure evil i tell you. he's evil.
nth much.
Friday, September 07, 2007 1:09 AM
okay i really dun have anything much to say since nth interesting has happened to me these few days. maybe a few unlucky things. take for example, today. 1]there's bio ssp at 10.30 in the morning 2]and it is sweltering hot 3]i dun get about 90% of what miss tan is saying 4]after that i have to 'da bao' two heavy and HOT packets of yu pian mee fen from the stall opposite school back home for me and my brother to eat. 5]at the bus interchange, i wanted to top up my ez-link card but i could'nt find my ez-link. so i started searching for it in my wallet and guess what? 6]the button for the small pocket of my wallet got loose and all my coins dropped out,making loud clattering noise on the floor. 7]no one came forward to help me, i was left along picking up each and evry coin, one by one. 8]after picking up the coin, i accidentally knocked over the small box used to contain reciepts that people throw into after they top up their card. 9]then finally, i found my card and started queuing up again.
hahaha am i unlucky or what. but nevermind, 2moro will be a better day. lols. anw, just to share some interesting news that does not concern any of us. felicia chin and tay pin hui are coming over to my tuition teacher's house 2moro to use his room to film a show that's coming out in dec. my tuition teacher says the room is very decorative and nice, very suitable to be used for felicia chin's room. lols meaning that it is very girly and all the while my tuition teacher has been using it! haha but he says its cuz his wife is the one doing the pink deco and stuff. BUT ANYWAY, i think its really exciting to have your room being used and appeared in a show. you can like boasts to everyone,'hey look! the bed that felicia/tay ping hui is lying on is MINE!' hahaha. and my tuition teacher says he actually HAD the chance to act as felicia's chin boyfriend. HA HA HA big joker, AGE GAP OKAY[even tho he always claims he's 19.LOL]!
ok nth more to say. oh ya. America's Next Top Model Cycle 8 is BACK. finally one good thing to look forward to every week. :D BYE!
TEACHER'S AND ACES DAY!
Saturday, September 01, 2007 11:32 AM
TEACHER'S AND ACES DAY!
AKA SLACK DAY!
haha.. I was being very kind, as usual, and brought flowers to school for mrs ang, mrs tobias, and cai lao shi [haha i shall not call her that LC nickname [only] in my blog anymore, since she claims that me, along with mingli and jiaming, are her 天使! HER ANGELS! LOL!!] !
NICE RIGHT THESE SUNFLOWERS! I REALLY LIKE THEM! :D
so pretty.. :)
mingli and I chipped in to buy presents for mr wong and mr lee!
haha the seafood laughing joke.
actually mingli didnt want to give anything to mr wong. on account of him pestering her constantly on relative velocity and other irritating things. haha.. but i managed to persuade her to do it as an act of kindness. lols so mean! mr wong is okay la.. except sometimes he's a bit irritating.. and deaf. LOL. and besides, we both only need to chip in $1++.. =X we bought him a small towel warpped nicely in a roll and has 'happy teacher's day' printed on it. its for him to wipe his sweat after his taiji sessions. hahahaha! see we ae so considerate la. and he seemed quite happy to receive it. haha. :)
when we saw mr lee walking past our class, we kept running after him and calling out his name so that we can pass to him our present. BUT HE PRETEND NOT TO HEAR LEH! crazy one.
we shouted like that for a few times and he didnt even glace back! hmph! teacher's day then he think he very BIG ar! LOL. no la.. maybe he's a bit deaf too. ahahhaa. but he aso seemed quite happy to receive the present. and he shook our hands and wish us happy teachers day aso, say what want to share the happiness with us. -.- haha.
then when I took my bouquet of sunflowers to find cai lao shi, she hugged me and mingli! haha.. it was abit awkward la.. but i think she's very touched. =)
I gave mrs ang the flowers when she came to class. she asked who is it from, i said its from me. and the funny thing is, nobody really siad anything but when she started to walk out of the class everyone started clapping and cheering for her suddenly. hahaha.
the part where the class laughed is not inside, mingli's fault. lol no la kidding.
then in the hall.. all the teachers walked the red carpet! lols. everyone started screaming their fav teacher's name madly and everyone gathered all arnd the carpet to see them. its really like some idol meeting session! haha.
I risked my life to take this ok! whoever teacher who comes to my blog, please dun punish me! haha.
aces day in the morning was so fun! haha.. they just flung the bag down from the third storey and it hit the ground with such a loud thud that we know instantly that the 'booby trap' inside was broken already. and the bag aso broke. haha not our fault that the bag is of low qualtity ok! but when all the contents splattered out, mrs ang told us to coninue and we became more excited. lols. mrs ang so funny la, she sits there and kept laughing every time we throw the whole bunch of newspapers down and everyone franctically tries to pick all of them up. one time i heard her laughed very loudly, like, ' HA HA HA HA HA HA!' LOLS i cannot stop laughing.
anw i really enjoyed this year's aces day, as compared to last year's, where everyone do some workout together. -.- haha..
you can leave comments if you want! :D i find it really hilarious at the part where qingting walked out of the classroom but when she saw me taking video, she walked back in. hahaha! so comical.
ok moving on.. nowdays, i started watching this show at 6 on channel U called Chinese Paladin - 仙剑奇侠传. sounds familiar? haha anw,after watching it a few times i conclude that its actaully quite draggy and boring, with not much substance at all. the only thing i like about it is the intro song! which is the blog song i have now!:D I keep listening to it over and over again, the chorus stuck in my head! haha.. and THE VOICE SOUNDS LIKE ELLA A LOT!! but it's not her, its from JS, some taiwanese gruop. but i like to think it's ella.. haha becuz her voice is almost exactly the same. so anw, i like the lyrics of the song very much. (: the words in red is the chorus. very poetic right! :D
but the show sort of sucks,even tho it looks very nice in the clip. seeing huang lu jiang inside is aso weird too. haha.. ok gtg. having a headache alr. oh ya one last thing. I BOUGHT THE S.H.E PLAY VCD ALREADY! it has all the MVs in it, plus karaoke, and the behind the scense for three of the MVs, and also their concert in taiwan singing all their new songs, all in one VCD! hahaha happy happy.
k byebye! (:
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Michael Jackson, King of Pop
If I were to write this post one week ago I wouldn't have got past the first few lines, without crying so badly.
Admittedly, the news of his passing did not bothered, much less saddened me because my impression of him was vague and as a child I wasn;t exposed to any of this songs or videos, just news from the press every now and then. Till a few days after his death. I went on Youtube and before I knew it I was clicking videos after videos, watching and in awe of this man who not only served to entertain, but strived to serve the community with his enormous heart. And as I watched on and knew more, so much more about what he've been through his life, emotions started pouring in. And when I least expected it, tears started to come. I was never his fan, but now I regret not being one. It is not just one of those idol craze or whatever no, it was true sincere admiration for his works and humanitarianism that touched me, that made me look upon him as a role model.
Its hard to believe that since the media had portrayed him as some wacko freak, paedophile, child molester..etc. but may I say, BULLSHIT. he is none of that sort. Other than being the greatest entertainer of the time and coming up with the most original dance moves that many stars tried hard (but pale in comparison in my opinion) to imitate, Micheal Jackson shares the love he has, especially to children, to people around him. He was a philanthropist, donating millions of dollars to the record 39 charities he supported, and raising more through his own Heal the World Foundation. He built NeverLand Ranch, complete with amusement parks, fun rides, a place where children dreamed of going for fun and laughter. From young, Michael Jackson had a childhood very different from others, where had to perform at a very young age. When he made mistakes, his father used to beat him, and not only with a belt.
To make up for his lost childhood, Michael had always adored children and he himself is somehow like a child trapped in an adult body (watch his documentary, ignore the stupid bastard interviewer who was plain bias and selfish to see that such a nature still exists in a man so great he just had to bring him down. shall not waste time elaborating on this backstabbing ass because he's simply not worth it. If you're interested, watch the documentary Living with Michael Jackson on youtube. I could'nt get past to the last few parts because I got so fed up with his narrow-mindedness and ignorance that I closed the window). So back to the point. Michael Jackson brought orphans to NeverLand, where they play freely in the theme parks and find joy and laughter, which he himself derive more than anyone else' from the happy looks on their faces. Children were invited for sleepovers at his place, because it was safe, secure. But when news of him being a child paedophile arose after being charged by one of the kids who slept in his room, he ended up paying millions of dollars aside from being publicly humiliated and disgraced. because he did nothing disgraceful of that sort. because a few years later the kid owned up that it was his parents who made him to do, succumbed to the temptation of money, something which Micheal Jackson do not lacked. The father was tape-recorded discussing his intention to pursue charges, where he said, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever ... Michael's career will be over". It was painful. Yet Michael still persisted, years later, in bringing less fortunate children to NeverLand, because that was more important to him. Even though the pain and hurt he had gone through had probably never healed. His strength is one of the reasons why I admire him so much.
Then there was another incident, this time of him 'dangling' his baby over the window. 'omg he's crazy he wants to throw the baby down!!!!' maybe that's what it seemed like on tv and on papers, but what they didn't show is the crowd of fans below the hotel he's staying, yelling his name and wanting to also see his baby. So Michael showed them his baby, his hands wrapped under his baby's arms so tight and pulled him back as fast as he could. But what did the viewers see? A slowed-down version of him apparently dangling his baby in mid-air like a bad father. Its ignorance if people believed he was going to actually throw his own baby down the building. And at that time, I was one of the ignorant ones. I remembered looking at the pictures on some gossip magazine and felt slightly freaked out. But now I realise how much he loved his children, and how hard he tried to protect them from the media. And again, all these negative press and biasness probably was too overwhelming....how much pain can a person take? we would never know because we're not him, its hard to understand. But maybe all these people will leave him alone now, since he's already gone.
I bought The Essential Michael Jackson cd, a compilation of hit songs by him. My dad and I watched his concerts and performances and music videos and we were more than in awe, in fact I think thats an understatement. Newfound respect and admiration for the man who was so creative and original, who dared to do things not commonly seen, creating dance steps while he sang at those times when most singers just stood there and sung. He thought of challenging and exciting music videos where people had never seen the injection of extra footage to create a kind of story. And not to mention those crazy vocals, coordinated dance moves, the famous moonwalk (I never get tired of it) and this amazing 45degree tilt he does which simply blows my mind away. It was all his signature style, the gloves, the crotch-grabbing whatever. Every single performance was done in class and so much more. He was an inspiration to people over the world, different races, and especially to African-Americans. He was an icon and also their pride.
I can rattle on and on because there's too many things about him that are truly inspiring and simply awesome but sometimes words just cant fully express it. And yes maybe I do seem a little bias but this is what I truly feel. My only regret is that I have and will never get the chance to attend one of his mind-blowing concerts and be one of those lucky fans who felt the presence of Michael Jackson, the most successful entertainer of all time, the King Of Pop.
'Smile, even though your heart is aching.'
This is one of the lyrics from his favourite song 'Smile', written by Charlie Chaplin and was sung during his memorial.
I remembered someone said something like this during the memorial, 'Even though we need him here, but I guess God needed him more'. Even though we miss him so much, Heaven is probably the place he needs to be, away from any pain, suffering or cruelty. (rhymes!) He has already achieved so much and left behind a wonderful legecy that will pass down to generations after generations.
Thank you Michael.
